part 1
yeah its my sister's wedding tomorrow. it's crazy just saying that. my cousins make me feel old, the youngest told me that i speak to others like an old person. IM NOT OLD YET, i want to feel like im just turning 10... double digits omg!! haha. last year being a teen, meaning i cant fuck around anymore or not as much. its hard to think my sister is getting married, it makes me think of my parents and how they seemed so old when i used to look at their wedding pictures and the people in them. IM GOING TO BE IN THOSE PICTURES. i hung out with the other groomsmen the other day for lunch/dinner. the way they act parallels the way that i act with my friends, the only difference though is that they're at least 9 years older than i am. it's a good thing that i got along with them well, but i started to think that since my friends and i are very similar to them does that mean we're nearing the point where they are now? grown men. when i was smaller i used to invision anyone being older as someone being at least a foot taller than i am and not knowing anything about what they talk about amongst themselves. now that i see them we're all close in height, and i understand what they talk about. where does that put me? one of my cousins was born in '91. '91!?!?! WTF IS THAT? that's crazy. haha i never really realize that there are birthdays in that decade. it all just seems very foreign to me, stupid as it may seems but it's true. kids are turning 10 right now and its 2005! sometimes i wish i could switch places. now in a couple of hours it's going to be my sister's wedding, tons of pictures ready to be taken for her future kids to look at and wonder "who are all these old people?"