turned back around

May 03, 2004 14:03

so saturday night was prom. on a scale from 1 to 10, i give it an alright. after party was the same. sunday i hung out with ashley for the first time in forever. she had gone to prom, and spent the night at the same party i did. i love that girl so much. it was so great.. when we got to her house in the morning we sat out on her dock overlooking the lake and ate breakfast. must've talked for atleast an hour about how awesome God is and how He was working in both of our lives. She helped be realize alot...again i should say.. cause even when things dont seem to be goig well at all and ive allowed this pessimistic attitude to take over my mind, someone walks back in my life and helps flip the situation for me. or atleast how i view it. so yea, shes fabulous. i definatly fell asleep at 530pm yesterday, and didnt get up until 715 this morning. twas wonderful, but im still exhausted. maybe i over-slept? theres all these new thoughts going through my head. yesterday really changed things for the good i must say. as soon as i get my car back (tomorrow) im going to go buy a journal. this is a journal, duh, i know, and i have about fifteen hundered notebooks for my writings and what not, but i really want to start keeping track fo where i am spiritually, which is something i not dare to do publically. (on this.)
and there are only 10 school days remaining in my high school career. im totally stoked, slash so sad. yes. mixed emotions=graduation. i dont even really believe it though. seropisly, its so freakin' weird. one thing i will say is you can only change yourself and pray for everyone else. i feel good again. i love my friends. bye:0)
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