I think Merlin broke me today.
It's been more then a hour and i'm literally can't stop crying.
It's been five years of my life, and characters almost like my own kids for me(though i don't have any)
It's really hard to say goodbye.
I am probably will reread the amazing fanfic "accidental memory in the case of death" by an amazing
derryere os I'm really need this, where in the end modern! arthur&merlin will have thier ones happy ending cos the whole fucking episode was so fucking truly heartbreaking and i have no more words. God Damn you BBC and the creators.