Friday -_-

Nov 18, 2005 23:25

Tell me what is wrong with me? I really need to know why it is that I don't have the type of friend who would invite me to places to hang out. I rarely get invited to hang out, and I feel lonely when I know the people I would like to be with are doing just that, hanging out. I hate it when the weekend comes sometimes because I never get to go somewhere with my buddies. I usually have go to piano lessons, do a bit of adobe illustrator in a class I have, play games alone, or do homework. That's basically it. I don't go to the mall, to places to eat, anything like that. I just daydream about that. It's like a fantasy to me. Isn't that pathetic? The thing I don't understand, however, is why? Am I not funny enough, or cool enough? Do I dress weird? What is it?!!

Anyway, now that I'm done with that part of my journal, I want to tell you about yesterday's surgery for those who worried. It went well. I only felt pain at first and when they were doing the cutting part of it, but the rest was ok. My gums were numb and I was awake, but was blindfolded so I wouldn't see. I prefered that since I get queezy with blood, even my own. Haha! Silly me! Now, all I have to do is take two pills like every 4 to 6 hours, wash my mouth with a water/salt solution every 2 hours, and not eat hard food. I look odd because I have a plaster/clay/putty-like substance on the tooth that was extracted to prevent it from going back into my gums and to keep the bracket on it. It looks like I have a large chunk of gum stuck in my braces. Haha! Oh well.

Oh! Thanks Sebastian for the layout! It's great!
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