Don't mind me; just rambling...
I swear; some things I will never learn how to process.
I don't like drama.
I don't create it, nor do I share my own very often.
I wish I could settle down, take a break.
Just take a breath and it all falls into place.
But that would be too easy;
and I do pride myself in doing everything the hard way, eventually succeeding.
I'm closer to realizing I have to make a decision in the employment department soon;
if I want to live down here, I have to look for a similar or higher paying job down here;
if I want to keep the job I already have, I need to find a very cheap place to live up north so I don't actually go broke (I'm close, but not quite; though it is inevitable).
I actually have to find a way to support myself; running home to mommy or someone else isn't an option as much as I'd like it to be. And God knows I can't stay here forever.
*sigh*
I need more free time...
I don't like drama.
I don't create it, nor do I share my own very often.
I wish I could settle down, take a break.
Just take a breath and it all falls into place.
But that would be too easy;
and I do pride myself in doing everything the hard way, eventually succeeding.
I'm closer to realizing I have to make a decision in the employment department soon;
if I want to live down here, I have to look for a similar or higher paying job down here;
if I want to keep the job I already have, I need to find a very cheap place to live up north so I don't actually go broke (I'm close, but not quite; though it is inevitable).
I actually have to find a way to support myself; running home to mommy or someone else isn't an option as much as I'd like it to be. And God knows I can't stay here forever.
*sigh*
I need more free time...