Jul 02, 2006 23:24
Dear God;
I'm tired, yet totally up for something to do.
I have the time and I feel like going somewhere or doing something.
Oh well; I guess sleep wins again.
Work is about to suck.
This is the last week we have the three of us full time at the front desk. Next week my manager starts her new job, so she can only work with us about half of the time. Interesting split shifts ahead.
And after this week's two days off, I have no idea when I will have another day off.
I don't even know if I'll be able to do Pride, the Lyceum show, or even get to Wicked. I already have to miss this week's show thanks to my schedule at work (home at 5am and off to work at 6am is not good for me nor guests and co-workers).
I don't even know how I'm going to have a life after this week.
And I keep wondering what I'm going to do.
With no saving, no other jobs appealing, and nowhere else for me to go that's closer to work, I can't help but feel a little stuck right now.
I need to stop, breathe, and figure out; and I can't wait too long, or something even worse is likely to happen - I can't afford that, in more ways than one.
Dammit
I'm tired
G'night