The Story No One Ever Wrote, So I Am...

Jan 26, 2009 23:06

 Ever since I was a little kid I've always believed that everyone was born with chance to do or become what ever they wanted. I guess I've just realized the inevitable. No. I've always known it, I guess I've just come to realize it now. I've revised what I had always believed into something more truthful over the years: If you are born normal, without any "problems" or "gifts" you will be able to get or become anything you want.

I never asked to be "gifted" or "special" or even born in that matter. It's not my fault. What if you were me? How would you feel if you saw people like you and yourself slowing becoming the new victims of a modern Holocaust, right before your very own eyes? You can't even begin to imagine.

Our "kind's" "term" can either be called "special" or "gifted". I have never liked these "terms" because A: I'm not "special". B: Having strange and abnormal supernatural abilities are not what I would call "special". C: It use to be when someone called you special they were making fun of you, basically calling you retarded. And finally D: "Gifted". Really? Are you serious? I am not "gifted". I can't do shit. I'm not talented in any way. These abnormalities that have been unfortunately thrust upon me are as involuntary and natural to my body and myself, as a normal person is to blinking and breathing. But since even the most critical I cannot find a word or a term to define this ungodly act that has bestowed itself on to myself. 
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