Apr 30, 2008 16:32
Man.
I just can't seem to get along with myself.
I don't know if it's the drinking that does it to me...or it's just how I am...
Either way I am uncomfortable with it.
I can't seem to get it out of my brain, that I hate myself......
I thought I was doing great.
I felt good.
I was happy.
I was confident and smart.
But then.
I get shot down.
Once again.
And all of those wonderful feelings about myself diminish, and I have to start all over again.
I hate starting over.
It's hard for me to get that feeling back once it's gone.
I think I need Prozac....
( And I swear to God if my Mother asks me about job hunting when she walks in the door I am going to freak out )