May 25, 2005 10:33
i've filled out the goddamn forms
i've gone to the interviews
i kissed every fucking 40+ man in americas ass
i got references, i called back, i perserveared
and i still can't get hired. i can't deal with this. every time i go to an interview and get the negative fucking feedback i've been getting it really really hurts. i've even left shit out in order to better my chances at getting hired. and i can't do this anymore. i give up. i drove down highway 6 flat out hysterically crying. i feel like i will never go to college, never get a job, never amount to shit. its not a joke anymore. i feel like i'm in the wrong somehow. and i don't know what to do.
if you think you can get me a job, please call me. i'm at the end of my rope.