this lifes harder then it looks...
Im sick of being so damn afraid to lose you or that your gonna cheat on my its sickening it makes me hate life....you could make things so much better but you choose not to. I dont get it....I hate it....i wish things could go back to normal but i guess they never will with the way things are going...
things that will never happen:
Dom living in an apartment without me and still be with me
Dom hanging out alone with landon
.....
Im glad we got that straight....
I like doms friends i really do but i dont trust them at all.....thats somthing you earn with me i have good reason not to trust them.....
and i dont like how they think they know dom so well or better than me they act all cocky about it....i know like everything about that kid....i love him so much even with his faults....i admit he does have faults im not five and i dont live in lala land this is reality....i wanna learn to love and trust these people and build better friendships but they dont wanna actually take the time to know me and how i am....i think they just see me as bitchy and jelouse but thats not it im more so much more....and im not just bitchy for no reason....I just wanna fall asleep with iris and dom and live in a perfect dream world where no one can hurt us....i dont know how to fix whats broken....I dont have the people i need most in my life anymore....
everything seems a mess but i just put a smile on and walk through life like i dont care but im not that strong....if he leaves me again i dont know what ill do bc i wont have the loving support i had last time....everybodys sick of this...
me and dominic were a beautiful thing ......so please just let us be that....
things that will never happen:
Dom living in an apartment without me and still be with me
Dom hanging out alone with landon
.....
Im glad we got that straight....
I like doms friends i really do but i dont trust them at all.....thats somthing you earn with me i have good reason not to trust them.....
and i dont like how they think they know dom so well or better than me they act all cocky about it....i know like everything about that kid....i love him so much even with his faults....i admit he does have faults im not five and i dont live in lala land this is reality....i wanna learn to love and trust these people and build better friendships but they dont wanna actually take the time to know me and how i am....i think they just see me as bitchy and jelouse but thats not it im more so much more....and im not just bitchy for no reason....I just wanna fall asleep with iris and dom and live in a perfect dream world where no one can hurt us....i dont know how to fix whats broken....I dont have the people i need most in my life anymore....
everything seems a mess but i just put a smile on and walk through life like i dont care but im not that strong....if he leaves me again i dont know what ill do bc i wont have the loving support i had last time....everybodys sick of this...
me and dominic were a beautiful thing ......so please just let us be that....