i just want to screammm
another long day at band camp ended with a arguement with my sister. grr she makes me so mad sometimes! i'm so beat up today it's not even funny. i think i hit myself with the stupid rifle like 43 times... no lie! i also kicked myself once or twice in the same spot and i think thats where my next bruise is gonna blossum. aww wat was really great about today is that i got to talk to HIM! i'm so talented i played sperm-ball and talked on the phone at the same time, go me! does it ever make you mad that someone you like is right there, at your reach but it's almost like you cant quite touch them? well i feel like that everyday. not the best feeling in the world but it's something there is no solution for. (or at least if there is one i dont know about it, or else i do know about it but it cant happen) not to change the subject or anything but man do i love my friends! they're so great! i just wanted to add that in before i left so i guess it's bye for now...