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anyway- its a busy as a Mother Fucker here at work as usual and i have a migrane.. sweeet.. today i made an appointment with my therapist.. AKA my hair dresser.. just for a waxing.. i think in a few weeks im gonna get my hair cut and dyed again. I wanted to this week but i guess i really AM going to paris.
yeah we arent really broken up, i was just joking. not really joking .. i didnt realize we were just "separated".. what does this mean? im sure alot of you are asking this.. and probably thinking.. FERAH YOU RETARD LEAVE HIM.. well, to answer your questions.. it all means this:
The Difference Of Breaking Up To Separation
by Ferah R. Ileri
To break up: YOU ARE OVER. there is no more U AND ME.. no mo love bitches. You cant be or see yourself with that other person anymore.. there are no more ties.. you are free to roam about the country and contract STDs as you see fit..
To Separate: YOU are NOT over.. YOU need space and time and independance to find yourself. You know that in the end, you'll be with that person but for now you need to be your own person... expect that they might date, as could you.... though you are still free to roam about the country and contract STDs as you see fit.. you separate, but you keep the faith..
I actually feel better about separation then breaking up...it all still sucks.. this whole paris thing has been a huge kick in the face ever since i found out about it..but whatever.. what will be, will be.. Im kind of relieved .... I realized need this space too, i need this time to be me, develop my circle of friends.. be happy by myself...
I already know what i like in a man.. ive dated too many to know what i like and dont like.. so its not like i feel like i have to go out and date.. im done with speed dating, im done with meaningless casual encounters.. im done with that.. i have no problem being separated for the next 3 months so as long as it means that in the end, he comes flying back into my arms for good...
i know i sound retarded.. but thats what love is, its irrational and never makes any sense.
Peace
Ferah
yeah we arent really broken up, i was just joking. not really joking .. i didnt realize we were just "separated".. what does this mean? im sure alot of you are asking this.. and probably thinking.. FERAH YOU RETARD LEAVE HIM.. well, to answer your questions.. it all means this:
The Difference Of Breaking Up To Separation
by Ferah R. Ileri
To break up: YOU ARE OVER. there is no more U AND ME.. no mo love bitches. You cant be or see yourself with that other person anymore.. there are no more ties.. you are free to roam about the country and contract STDs as you see fit..
To Separate: YOU are NOT over.. YOU need space and time and independance to find yourself. You know that in the end, you'll be with that person but for now you need to be your own person... expect that they might date, as could you.... though you are still free to roam about the country and contract STDs as you see fit.. you separate, but you keep the faith..
I actually feel better about separation then breaking up...it all still sucks.. this whole paris thing has been a huge kick in the face ever since i found out about it..but whatever.. what will be, will be.. Im kind of relieved .... I realized need this space too, i need this time to be me, develop my circle of friends.. be happy by myself...
I already know what i like in a man.. ive dated too many to know what i like and dont like.. so its not like i feel like i have to go out and date.. im done with speed dating, im done with meaningless casual encounters.. im done with that.. i have no problem being separated for the next 3 months so as long as it means that in the end, he comes flying back into my arms for good...
i know i sound retarded.. but thats what love is, its irrational and never makes any sense.
Peace
Ferah