I will shine your shoes, 50 cents

Jul 14, 2008 15:36

looking for a job is overwhelming me. so hard.

theresnothing.

I can pretend to be enthusiastic, but I can't fake out of my inexperience. I want to work, so bad! This isn't right, goshdarn it. Londonderry is empty and Chillicothe sucks. I need more coffee.

I almost wish we had moved to Colorado like we were going to before we ended up here. The only standing reason I don't is because I wouldn't have met Justin. Southern Ohio makes me want to lay down on the highway.

Where do I find the good jobs?

Some guy who lives in Wisconsin, a good 400 miles away, just asked me if I'd like to get coffee sometime. Why are people so... incompetent sloppy unaware

Where's the job for people who don't currently mind low pay (because ANYTHING would be something better) notice details, like completing tasks well and solving problems, pay attention to human behavior, are civil, can be friendly but don't mind confrontation, can stand boredom fine but like to be busy, are organized and capable and really, really, really want to work?

I will not clean up after human messes, have no experience to speak of, no degree in anything, and am terrified of making first contact but beyond that okay!!! :[ If I were a man or a big strong lady I think I'd go for construction.

You know what I'd love to be? A roadie for a nice band. A receptionist for a capable psychiatrist. A helper for someone doing something I support. I'd like to help someone make a movie or a write a book or something creative. Help in any way I can. Or this, if it existed here. Or something involving acting, I love acting a lot.

I need connections, that's what I need tell you what.

http://columbus.craigslist.org/etc/748307838.html
fuck. Please don't let it come to this.
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