Tears, tears, and more tears

Aug 27, 2005 17:36

So Friday night was the football game. It was so completely fun and amazing and yeah I loved it. My sweetie came and I hung out with him and Jaimie. After the game me and Sam went over to Applebee's to get a table...well we got the table and then I left. I went over to the bowling alley with Jaimie, Jess, Jeff, and Josh. It wasn't that grand. Jess made fun of me because I said I could play this song on the piccolo and Josh was very distant which really hurt my feelings. After bowling me and Grindle headed over to Applebee's to eat some shrimp! We saw all my friends there and talked to them then went inside and at some food :-D

Today was not as great. I woke up at 6 and Josh picked me up around 8 and we headed down to Muskingum. We unloaded and re-organized his room which is SO small you have no idea. That took forever. Then we went and ate some food at the dining hall and went to this orientation thingy. Josh was suppose to leave after that, but me, Mrs.K, Mr.K, and Chris smuggled Josh out the back way so he didn't have to leave yet. When we got back to his dorm we got everything taked care of and then next thing you know it was time to say goodbye. Mrs.K started crying when we were walking toward the car and I was like OH NO and I started walking ahead really fast and then it was my turn to say goodbye and I lost it. I started crying and was like I'm going to miss you, and I'm going to miss him SO much! Despite my mixed feelings, I really care about him A LOT and he knows it, I'm just a little confused. Yeah and now I'm crying typing this and oh poop i hate college

JMK...:-*
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