santa cruz the nightmere
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I NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!
santa cruz tricks you into staying, it tells you
constantly you are happy, we are all happy,
go with the flow
it will be ok..
"lalallalalalalla" LAlalallalalla"..
we are livign in lalala land
the munchins say "we love you santa cruz"
with plastic smiles on their face
never attaining any goals
bc they dont need goals
they live in lalalala land. everyone is happy *SMILE*
and NO ONE LEAVES ALIVE!
i am dorthy in oz
and i want to go home. thats my goal.
the problem is the courses... i want these upper division classes...
i wonder if i chose my major in order to be around a diff crowd..
people with intelligent minds, and logic behind their thoughts,
to balance me...
the problem ive been facing is that in ways i am a hippie: food clothes, posetions,poltics, ideas, partying, spirtuality, vocab, love, drugs.. but in ways im not: i love intelligent conversations, NEW EXPERIENCES, and growth, not saying that the opposite is completely true of hippies.. but well...
i dont like fantacies. i like growth, and pain comes with that. i dont want to be peaceful and "free" i want intelligence, and allowing my western mind to feel like it has achieved..
i sometimes wonder what would of happened if i hung out with a different crowd, became a hippie, lived in a coop, would i been soo much different?
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I NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!
santa cruz tricks you into staying, it tells you
constantly you are happy, we are all happy,
go with the flow
it will be ok..
"lalallalalalalla" LAlalallalalla"..
we are livign in lalala land
the munchins say "we love you santa cruz"
with plastic smiles on their face
never attaining any goals
bc they dont need goals
they live in lalalala land. everyone is happy *SMILE*
and NO ONE LEAVES ALIVE!
i am dorthy in oz
and i want to go home. thats my goal.
the problem is the courses... i want these upper division classes...
i wonder if i chose my major in order to be around a diff crowd..
people with intelligent minds, and logic behind their thoughts,
to balance me...
the problem ive been facing is that in ways i am a hippie: food clothes, posetions,poltics, ideas, partying, spirtuality, vocab, love, drugs.. but in ways im not: i love intelligent conversations, NEW EXPERIENCES, and growth, not saying that the opposite is completely true of hippies.. but well...
i dont like fantacies. i like growth, and pain comes with that. i dont want to be peaceful and "free" i want intelligence, and allowing my western mind to feel like it has achieved..
i sometimes wonder what would of happened if i hung out with a different crowd, became a hippie, lived in a coop, would i been soo much different?
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