i shall name you another time
talking in movies. i USUALLY dont mind it. its just when youre REALLY REALLY REALLY trying to pay attention becuase its one of those not so common movies that you NEEEED to do so it pisses me off. i mean youre trying to get a complicated story and crap and they just keep on talking and talking and talking. i havent told anyone to shut up like that in soooooooooooo long. i dont really like telling people to shut up anyways. movies like msytic river arent all that common. theyre great and all but not common. they need more movies like that. most movies are just plain typical these days. the real good movies are hard to come by. then you have people saying that barbershop is a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat movie. i saw part one but not part 2. personally... BARBERSHOP WAS PURRRRRRRRRRRRRRE CRAP!!! i hated it. to me theres like no real story to tell. i think that i should get out of all this movie talk. I CAN GO ON FOR FUCKING EVER ABOUT MOVIES.
some people get too worked up about the future. they plan for it. they constantly think about it. they bring it up in a casual conversation. why? really. tell me why. i want to know. seriously. why? is there a REAL point? some people get so worked up about the future that they seem to forget NOW. whats going on currently. youre thinking about things that will happen in like 30 years but what about the times youre living in now? i mean. life isnt perfect. so why overly plan for something that will happen in 40 years from now and not better the things today? true. even i occassionally think about the future. its not a topic i like very much though. ive realized.. i tend to avoid "the future" type talk. i guess its the fantasy that theyre addicted to. the thought that this and that will go exactly how you planned it. and who knows? maybe it will. but jsut hte opossite of that. the thought that itll go just perfectly wrong is such a terrible feeling that people would much rather avoid. and yeah.. the fact of the matter is. things will happen that you wont plan for. thats it!!! you can try youre best to plan for whatever future you want to have but things happen. personally.. i like not knowing. i like not knowing whats going to happen in the next day. what next laugh in going to have. and maybe those unexpected things thatll happen will be good. maybe not all but not all of them will be so bad. and i love the good unexpected things. those are the best. why not jsut sit back and relax. better things that would probably better your future. and have fun in the days that you live today.
you know? ive never ranted on people who try to act older for their age. i think i shall. of course. we all know that there are people who are sooooooooooooo eager to grow up. in such a rush just to finally grow up. why rush through youth? careless youth? you wont get it again.. so you might as well enjoy the fuck out of it. and what are you rushing into exactly? i mean.. i know that some people my age who want to grow up so bad might as well rush into jail or might as well just fucking kill themselves. although i do hope AT TIMES that they accidentally drive a dagger through themselves. people who TRY to act older are just humiliating themselves in my opinion. why act like something youre not? theres not point in being something that youre not. its absolutely worthless. but i guess people just prefer the future rather than whats going on now.
with all of the rushing through things and trying to act older.. should you just enjoy youre careless youth? youll never have this again. and rushing through things... people have a lot to learn. dont rush through it. i still have a lot to learn. i know that. and im excited about it... but i dont want to rush through it or anything. and id be glad to learn more.
on a WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE other subject. why do people try to influence me? REALLY?!??!?! why the fuck would you try that shit!?!? ill listen. if you happen to be right then it works. but if i thing differently then i just think that youre stupid. and one thing that i noticed.. whenever someone tells me some flaw about me.. ive already realized it for myself. i dont know why that it. but ill ALWAYS listen to anyone who comes to me with that sort of thing. even though it rarely actually gets to me ill listen. mostly because whenever i hear something like that its sooooooooooooooooooo freaking wrong. its hard to get to me. i know. its a personal flaw that i dont know how to fix.
people let other people get to them more than i thought. im not going to get into this too much. i can go on for pages and pages. but why? does it matter what they think of you? why would you even care what they think of you? simply it!!! thats all there is!!! when does it REALLY REALLY MATTER?!?! so what? one of my peers doesnt like the way i dress or how i act. pfft. i dress how i want. and the way i act? dudddde.. this is me and i like it very much indeed. and you dont have to be liked by everyone anyways.
make up. i dont see the point in it. really i dont. it just "hides" whatever flaws you THINK you have or "betters" or blah blah blah. i want people to see my flaws my being imperfect. simply it. but i guess not everyone likes it the same way as i.
which also gets me to... what i believe. people who are ashamed of what they are are pathetic to me. why be ashamed of who you are? i mean it IS you. like the hide their culture. whether jewish or indian. not just culture. but other things about their personality. whether you once liked nsync or something. yeah. i liked nsync all those years ago. so what? its part of who i am .. or was.. and im not ashamed of that. why be ashamed of it? because its embarrassing? embarrassment. hmm.. not something im really familiar with really. i think it seems to go away when you dont care what other people think. just like i said before. but why would you care what they think anyways?
oh yeah!!!! friends and acqaintances. whats your definition of a friend? to me its someone i TRUST and that i know is there for me throughout the laughter and all. a friend is also somone who you get along with and have fun with. an acqaintance. to me it could be afriend of a friend. its mainly someone you know through someone else. its as simple as that to me. why consider someone you dont trust to be an acqaintance? its just THAT stupid to do so. oh yeah.. i dont know this guy. . hes some guy in my 3rd block that i talk to every 5 weeks so i consider him my friend!!! pfft. yeah. a friend. i guess it depends on your definition of a friend. true... an acqaintance can turn out to be a friend but when you barely know one another then their not YET a friend. i sound like i stick to people that i know. no. thats not it. i meet new people. but before i consider them a friend i get to know them first and let it grow and crap. but then again people want to be accepted. yeah i want to be accepted myself but im not up for some popularity contest. id rather have 5 friends than 50 acqaintances. why is that? with those 5 friends you you know that theyre there for you. you can trust them. you get along perfectly well. with those 50 acqaintanes.. you dont know them very well. you dony know that theyll be there for you and you cant fully trust them. and its just a stupid number. 5 vs 50. its a number. numbers mean nothing to me when it comes to friends. i actually pitty those people who have tons and tons of "friends" thatll easily turn on their backs on them. but they keep them anyways.. because they are accpeted. a vicious cycle really.
fear isnt a very comforting feeling. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE... DESPISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE it when people fear something so unessassary. not the things like heights.. spiders.. and all that simple crap. but the unessassary things. like theyre scared to climb a cliff. not because its high .. or that they MIGHT fall or anything like that. but because its something unsual to them and something new. its stupid. why not try to things? be open and dont just block it out. or avoid it because you dont know it. some people just feel soooooooooooooooooo much discomfort in not knowing. and theyll say things like "ID BE HELLA SCARED IF I DID THAT!!!" but then again we all have our fears. some not as obvious as others. all of mine arent obvious. theyre stupid things that i cant manage to get rid of. but im not deadly scared of them or anything.
that is all for this rant. now i have to think of a subject name for this. erg.. son of bitch!!!
some people get too worked up about the future. they plan for it. they constantly think about it. they bring it up in a casual conversation. why? really. tell me why. i want to know. seriously. why? is there a REAL point? some people get so worked up about the future that they seem to forget NOW. whats going on currently. youre thinking about things that will happen in like 30 years but what about the times youre living in now? i mean. life isnt perfect. so why overly plan for something that will happen in 40 years from now and not better the things today? true. even i occassionally think about the future. its not a topic i like very much though. ive realized.. i tend to avoid "the future" type talk. i guess its the fantasy that theyre addicted to. the thought that this and that will go exactly how you planned it. and who knows? maybe it will. but jsut hte opossite of that. the thought that itll go just perfectly wrong is such a terrible feeling that people would much rather avoid. and yeah.. the fact of the matter is. things will happen that you wont plan for. thats it!!! you can try youre best to plan for whatever future you want to have but things happen. personally.. i like not knowing. i like not knowing whats going to happen in the next day. what next laugh in going to have. and maybe those unexpected things thatll happen will be good. maybe not all but not all of them will be so bad. and i love the good unexpected things. those are the best. why not jsut sit back and relax. better things that would probably better your future. and have fun in the days that you live today.
you know? ive never ranted on people who try to act older for their age. i think i shall. of course. we all know that there are people who are sooooooooooooo eager to grow up. in such a rush just to finally grow up. why rush through youth? careless youth? you wont get it again.. so you might as well enjoy the fuck out of it. and what are you rushing into exactly? i mean.. i know that some people my age who want to grow up so bad might as well rush into jail or might as well just fucking kill themselves. although i do hope AT TIMES that they accidentally drive a dagger through themselves. people who TRY to act older are just humiliating themselves in my opinion. why act like something youre not? theres not point in being something that youre not. its absolutely worthless. but i guess people just prefer the future rather than whats going on now.
with all of the rushing through things and trying to act older.. should you just enjoy youre careless youth? youll never have this again. and rushing through things... people have a lot to learn. dont rush through it. i still have a lot to learn. i know that. and im excited about it... but i dont want to rush through it or anything. and id be glad to learn more.
on a WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE other subject. why do people try to influence me? REALLY?!??!?! why the fuck would you try that shit!?!? ill listen. if you happen to be right then it works. but if i thing differently then i just think that youre stupid. and one thing that i noticed.. whenever someone tells me some flaw about me.. ive already realized it for myself. i dont know why that it. but ill ALWAYS listen to anyone who comes to me with that sort of thing. even though it rarely actually gets to me ill listen. mostly because whenever i hear something like that its sooooooooooooooooooo freaking wrong. its hard to get to me. i know. its a personal flaw that i dont know how to fix.
people let other people get to them more than i thought. im not going to get into this too much. i can go on for pages and pages. but why? does it matter what they think of you? why would you even care what they think of you? simply it!!! thats all there is!!! when does it REALLY REALLY MATTER?!?! so what? one of my peers doesnt like the way i dress or how i act. pfft. i dress how i want. and the way i act? dudddde.. this is me and i like it very much indeed. and you dont have to be liked by everyone anyways.
make up. i dont see the point in it. really i dont. it just "hides" whatever flaws you THINK you have or "betters" or blah blah blah. i want people to see my flaws my being imperfect. simply it. but i guess not everyone likes it the same way as i.
which also gets me to... what i believe. people who are ashamed of what they are are pathetic to me. why be ashamed of who you are? i mean it IS you. like the hide their culture. whether jewish or indian. not just culture. but other things about their personality. whether you once liked nsync or something. yeah. i liked nsync all those years ago. so what? its part of who i am .. or was.. and im not ashamed of that. why be ashamed of it? because its embarrassing? embarrassment. hmm.. not something im really familiar with really. i think it seems to go away when you dont care what other people think. just like i said before. but why would you care what they think anyways?
oh yeah!!!! friends and acqaintances. whats your definition of a friend? to me its someone i TRUST and that i know is there for me throughout the laughter and all. a friend is also somone who you get along with and have fun with. an acqaintance. to me it could be afriend of a friend. its mainly someone you know through someone else. its as simple as that to me. why consider someone you dont trust to be an acqaintance? its just THAT stupid to do so. oh yeah.. i dont know this guy. . hes some guy in my 3rd block that i talk to every 5 weeks so i consider him my friend!!! pfft. yeah. a friend. i guess it depends on your definition of a friend. true... an acqaintance can turn out to be a friend but when you barely know one another then their not YET a friend. i sound like i stick to people that i know. no. thats not it. i meet new people. but before i consider them a friend i get to know them first and let it grow and crap. but then again people want to be accepted. yeah i want to be accepted myself but im not up for some popularity contest. id rather have 5 friends than 50 acqaintances. why is that? with those 5 friends you you know that theyre there for you. you can trust them. you get along perfectly well. with those 50 acqaintanes.. you dont know them very well. you dony know that theyll be there for you and you cant fully trust them. and its just a stupid number. 5 vs 50. its a number. numbers mean nothing to me when it comes to friends. i actually pitty those people who have tons and tons of "friends" thatll easily turn on their backs on them. but they keep them anyways.. because they are accpeted. a vicious cycle really.
fear isnt a very comforting feeling. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE... DESPISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE it when people fear something so unessassary. not the things like heights.. spiders.. and all that simple crap. but the unessassary things. like theyre scared to climb a cliff. not because its high .. or that they MIGHT fall or anything like that. but because its something unsual to them and something new. its stupid. why not try to things? be open and dont just block it out. or avoid it because you dont know it. some people just feel soooooooooooooooooo much discomfort in not knowing. and theyll say things like "ID BE HELLA SCARED IF I DID THAT!!!" but then again we all have our fears. some not as obvious as others. all of mine arent obvious. theyre stupid things that i cant manage to get rid of. but im not deadly scared of them or anything.
that is all for this rant. now i have to think of a subject name for this. erg.. son of bitch!!!