Sep 08, 2004 01:27
It sucks that I have to be up by 10:30 am. I can't sleep.
I was trying to sleep, and the wind kept blowing in my window. And I just got this overwhelming feeling of..something awesome. It feels like fall outside. It's so close. Fall is my favorite season because everything is so beautiful, and the weather is always just right. Unfortunately, I always start feeling very lonely when this weather comes around. You usually hear about people being sad in the winter months, but autumn just makes me feel lonely and sad for some reason.
So I have these two extreme emotions battling it out in my head.
I absolutely love seeing orange, red, and yellow leaves everywhere. I love walking places when it's fall. I love Halloween, and Thanksgiving, and jumping into piles of leaves that have fallen to the ground. Hell, I even like RAKING the leaves. I like wearing jackets, and scarves. But then I think about how nice it would be to have someone walking with me..jumping into the leaves, snuggling with me after coming in from one of the colder days, trick-or-treating, coming to eat Thanksgiving dinner at my house, holding my hand under the dinner table.
I am so ready for fall.
im weird.
ps, you read that letter..and e-mail me, *please*