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I don't know what's the matter with me lately, I've just been hurting people left and right and making a mess in general.
I apologize very much if I made you cry or feel bad about yourself because I've just been stupid and self-absorbed lately and I'm going to make that change.
I think that when it comes down to it, what's at the bottom of everything is that I am afraid of change.
I don't want my little group of friends to change, I don't like people pairing off.... it makes me feel left out and alone.
But I'm just being stupid & like I said I'm going to make that change- it's all in my head. There isn't anything for me to be worrying about anyway, right? Seriously.
I make such a big deal out of NOTHING.
Anyway, I <3 you all.
& if you're still working on that damn history essay.... yeah, you're right, it IS a fucking retarded assignment that only serves to teach you how to edit and condense bullshit down to 250 words or one page, whichever comes first.
I apologize very much if I made you cry or feel bad about yourself because I've just been stupid and self-absorbed lately and I'm going to make that change.
I think that when it comes down to it, what's at the bottom of everything is that I am afraid of change.
I don't want my little group of friends to change, I don't like people pairing off.... it makes me feel left out and alone.
But I'm just being stupid & like I said I'm going to make that change- it's all in my head. There isn't anything for me to be worrying about anyway, right? Seriously.
I make such a big deal out of NOTHING.
Anyway, I <3 you all.
& if you're still working on that damn history essay.... yeah, you're right, it IS a fucking retarded assignment that only serves to teach you how to edit and condense bullshit down to 250 words or one page, whichever comes first.