FML
Bago magprobset sa 102, ako ay magboblog muna. Ang buhay ko ngayon ay isang malaking kalokohan. Everything's fucked up. My org life, my social life and most especially, my studies.
I don't know what's happening to me now. Nag-aaral naman ako nang mabuti at sa tingin ko naman ginagawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko. Kung titignan never pa ako nag-aral nang ganito nung high school. Hindi ako ganito mag-aral nung high school. Masasabi kong mas masipag talaga akong mag-aral ngayong college sa major subjects ko. Pinipilit kong intindihin ang mga lessons. I'm stretching out my brain further pero di talaga kaya. I need a new brain.
Maybe because I haven't done a lot of deep thinking for a while.. I miss my old more philosophical self, always reflecting on ideas and concepts. I've lost that in me when I entered college. I've been shallow for a while and I hate it. I should start re-prioritizing things and seriously change my life right now.
Haii. I want to go back in time. High school na lang please. :( I miss high school. Nagkita kita kami ng 2nd year classmates ko nung isang gabi sa debut ng aming classmate and I just missed them. At least we got to catch up with each other's lives after a long time. So much has changed in all of us.
On the other hand, what I like about college right now is M1. :) Our block becomes closer and closer everyday. M1 is love. Thanks for making my physics life less stressful.
On side note, I guess I need to basketball na bukas. (Yak conyo haha). I need a stress reliever. Si Buddy Mec, tinext ako kung gusto ko raw bang sumali sa UP team sa Women's Basketball League (WBL). Whoa lang. God must be opening another opportunity for me, eh? Sana. :)
Hayyy. Ito lang ang masasabi ko sa sarili ko ngayon: CRYING IS GOOD. Just cry it all out and tomorrow we'll be stronger persons. Okay rin magbreakdown paminsan minsan, lalo na kung sabay sabay lahat ng problema. :| Okay lang, okay lang talaga yan.
I may cry myself to sleep tonight, but tomorrow, I know that I won't help but smile. Ganun ata talaga ako.
Haha, emo much? :P
I don't know what's happening to me now. Nag-aaral naman ako nang mabuti at sa tingin ko naman ginagawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko. Kung titignan never pa ako nag-aral nang ganito nung high school. Hindi ako ganito mag-aral nung high school. Masasabi kong mas masipag talaga akong mag-aral ngayong college sa major subjects ko. Pinipilit kong intindihin ang mga lessons. I'm stretching out my brain further pero di talaga kaya. I need a new brain.
Maybe because I haven't done a lot of deep thinking for a while.. I miss my old more philosophical self, always reflecting on ideas and concepts. I've lost that in me when I entered college. I've been shallow for a while and I hate it. I should start re-prioritizing things and seriously change my life right now.
Haii. I want to go back in time. High school na lang please. :( I miss high school. Nagkita kita kami ng 2nd year classmates ko nung isang gabi sa debut ng aming classmate and I just missed them. At least we got to catch up with each other's lives after a long time. So much has changed in all of us.
On the other hand, what I like about college right now is M1. :) Our block becomes closer and closer everyday. M1 is love. Thanks for making my physics life less stressful.
On side note, I guess I need to basketball na bukas. (Yak conyo haha). I need a stress reliever. Si Buddy Mec, tinext ako kung gusto ko raw bang sumali sa UP team sa Women's Basketball League (WBL). Whoa lang. God must be opening another opportunity for me, eh? Sana. :)
Hayyy. Ito lang ang masasabi ko sa sarili ko ngayon: CRYING IS GOOD. Just cry it all out and tomorrow we'll be stronger persons. Okay rin magbreakdown paminsan minsan, lalo na kung sabay sabay lahat ng problema. :| Okay lang, okay lang talaga yan.
I may cry myself to sleep tonight, but tomorrow, I know that I won't help but smile. Ganun ata talaga ako.
Haha, emo much? :P