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ive been back from cali for a week. i have been with my bf everyday except for today. he is leaving on friday T_T. i am soooo sad about it. 10 months is a long time, but i think we mmight actually stay together the whole time. weve been together for like 3 months and never fought, we get along great and i love him. which is REALLY weird for me, but i do, a lot. hes so sweet. i feel bad because he feels so bad about it, if that made any sence lol. he feels bad that he is making me sad. i am glad he is going to live with his mom for a while tho, i just wish it wasnt so far away. i might be going to visit him during spring break tho. hopefully that still happens. god i hope friday comes slow! for the past 3 months we havent spent more than like 2 days apart except for when i was in cali. ::sigh:: its just gonna suck.
today i had to go across the street for a wedding party thing. it was boring as hell. tomorrow my parents are making me go tubing with them, i would so rather be spending time with my bf than going tubing with them. i assume it should be fun ntho. i dunno. oh yeah and i have a fucking hickie that my bathing suit is not gonna cover, i dont know what to do about it. i think i am just gonna wear a wifebeater all day. hopefully i get away with it because if not i wont be seeing my bf again before he leaves because my dad will probably ground me.
there is a going away party on monday for my bf and i hope i can stay a while. i know i wont be able to spend the night, its just too hard for me to come up with a lie. and i hope i can get a little drunk and still make it at home. ive done it before, even tho i did stumble up the stairs. i dunno well see i guess.
i want to smoke a fucking cigarette.
blah
love everyone
peace ♥♥♥♥
"back then hoes didnt want me, now im hot hoes all on me"
:)
today i had to go across the street for a wedding party thing. it was boring as hell. tomorrow my parents are making me go tubing with them, i would so rather be spending time with my bf than going tubing with them. i assume it should be fun ntho. i dunno. oh yeah and i have a fucking hickie that my bathing suit is not gonna cover, i dont know what to do about it. i think i am just gonna wear a wifebeater all day. hopefully i get away with it because if not i wont be seeing my bf again before he leaves because my dad will probably ground me.
there is a going away party on monday for my bf and i hope i can stay a while. i know i wont be able to spend the night, its just too hard for me to come up with a lie. and i hope i can get a little drunk and still make it at home. ive done it before, even tho i did stumble up the stairs. i dunno well see i guess.
i want to smoke a fucking cigarette.
blah
love everyone
peace ♥♥♥♥
"back then hoes didnt want me, now im hot hoes all on me"
:)