I still have yet to watch Resident Evil 2...
It's funny how people want it to stop, but they're only making it worse. This goes for everything in life. US and Irac, parents who blindfold their kids, only to unfold a self-fufilling prophecy.
If you hated me, why drag me into your life in the first place?
I hate selfishness. It's ironic, cause I can be one of the most selfish people on the face of this earth. This time, I won't. After I heard, I wondered if I should let out, replay what happened not so long ago, but with a new cast. No, I'll walk away. I'm too tired to care, I only have oh-so-much sanity left. Right now, I just wish I never ran away, never went to Japan. Things would be so different then, but one things I also hate, is regretting the past too much, and I've been doing that too much lately.
Hm, I try so hard to be strong, but it's funny to think of how weak I am. My last host father drilled that into my head, too, reminding me every night that I am the weakest one in that household. I don't want to run away again. I have so many dreams of just getting up and leaving. Somewhere new, to start over again. Now I know how she felt when she left, to stop caring. " Fuck the people there, and their fucking drama," but that is even more selfish than before, y'know? I just think of all the people who may feel like me right now, and I sigh. Shit is never easy, is it? Not like everyone can be happy, so why not let it just be them and not me? Cause people who aren't happy tend to hate those who are.
I wonder if reincarnation is true? If so, I wonder if I was a pirate? Or a Gypsy? Or a Arabian Knight? Or a Franc? Or a Celt? Or a Cherokee? Or a normal teen in a normal life living a normal day of teen angst?
If you hated me, why drag me into your life in the first place?
I hate selfishness. It's ironic, cause I can be one of the most selfish people on the face of this earth. This time, I won't. After I heard, I wondered if I should let out, replay what happened not so long ago, but with a new cast. No, I'll walk away. I'm too tired to care, I only have oh-so-much sanity left. Right now, I just wish I never ran away, never went to Japan. Things would be so different then, but one things I also hate, is regretting the past too much, and I've been doing that too much lately.
Hm, I try so hard to be strong, but it's funny to think of how weak I am. My last host father drilled that into my head, too, reminding me every night that I am the weakest one in that household. I don't want to run away again. I have so many dreams of just getting up and leaving. Somewhere new, to start over again. Now I know how she felt when she left, to stop caring. " Fuck the people there, and their fucking drama," but that is even more selfish than before, y'know? I just think of all the people who may feel like me right now, and I sigh. Shit is never easy, is it? Not like everyone can be happy, so why not let it just be them and not me? Cause people who aren't happy tend to hate those who are.
I wonder if reincarnation is true? If so, I wonder if I was a pirate? Or a Gypsy? Or a Arabian Knight? Or a Franc? Or a Celt? Or a Cherokee? Or a normal teen in a normal life living a normal day of teen angst?