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Hey...it's been a while...
I'm pretty disengaged right now and I don't really think I want to be. I'm trying really hard to be a happy person. Really truly happy. I dunno it's hard with the stress of work and all that. My dad started chemo on Wednesday. I dunno if he's going to do as well this time. I hope so...we'll see. I wanna see people more but I don't know why I have such trouble initiating things. I always feel like people will probably already be doing something more fun or with better people. I dunno. I find that I'm missing people. I miss someone from this time last year...I miss someone else that I was close to, but I messed things up with...again. I miss the people from south that I hardly get to see. I miss all my friends that went to college(speaking of which I haven't even really made a dent in my search :-/). I miss my friends that live in different towns. Anyway, I better get back to that speech. Leave some comments.
Love <3<3<3
KtG
I'm pretty disengaged right now and I don't really think I want to be. I'm trying really hard to be a happy person. Really truly happy. I dunno it's hard with the stress of work and all that. My dad started chemo on Wednesday. I dunno if he's going to do as well this time. I hope so...we'll see. I wanna see people more but I don't know why I have such trouble initiating things. I always feel like people will probably already be doing something more fun or with better people. I dunno. I find that I'm missing people. I miss someone from this time last year...I miss someone else that I was close to, but I messed things up with...again. I miss the people from south that I hardly get to see. I miss all my friends that went to college(speaking of which I haven't even really made a dent in my search :-/). I miss my friends that live in different towns. Anyway, I better get back to that speech. Leave some comments.
Love <3<3<3
KtG