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I've been feeling a bit odd the past few days. I don't know if it's because I've been secretly stressing, or I am just an airhead without sleep. I just know I am very torn with my obligations right now, and I guess I should sort them out - like I always do. It's not too hard for me to reach stability. I am the master of zin! Ick, I would shoot myself if I were as neurotic as a parrot.
Sean just told me my lips taste like chapstick, which bothers because, because ew. Chapstick? You can taste THAT stuff? Blah.
I'm very insecure.
Have you noticed? I have. I've always been this way. Paranoid and often prude because of it.
Well, prude to like.. the hundredth out of a million degrees.
Huh, I feel real bad for Ken. Well, his daughter, mostly. She has epilepsy, and the doctors told her today her seizures will NEVER go away. As a result, she will not be able to have kids because they will be deformed and carry the disorder (this comes from her mother's side), and will never be able to drive again or anything. She and her husband just married four years ago. He comes from England. They met on the internet. It's really interesting, but they're really in love. I mean, any man that puts up with one - the disorder; two - her outlandish attitude... he has to really care. Man, oh man. I'm so glad all I do is hack up blood every now and then.
I need to try to go to sleep early tonight (which means no night phone calls, Sean - GOSH! IDIOT!). If I don't, I might just die.
Sean just told me my lips taste like chapstick, which bothers because, because ew. Chapstick? You can taste THAT stuff? Blah.
I'm very insecure.
Have you noticed? I have. I've always been this way. Paranoid and often prude because of it.
Well, prude to like.. the hundredth out of a million degrees.
Huh, I feel real bad for Ken. Well, his daughter, mostly. She has epilepsy, and the doctors told her today her seizures will NEVER go away. As a result, she will not be able to have kids because they will be deformed and carry the disorder (this comes from her mother's side), and will never be able to drive again or anything. She and her husband just married four years ago. He comes from England. They met on the internet. It's really interesting, but they're really in love. I mean, any man that puts up with one - the disorder; two - her outlandish attitude... he has to really care. Man, oh man. I'm so glad all I do is hack up blood every now and then.
I need to try to go to sleep early tonight (which means no night phone calls, Sean - GOSH! IDIOT!). If I don't, I might just die.