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7 months and 11 days ago, i told a girl i liked her so much, that i loved her so much, that i wanted to be with her for the rest of my life, and we talked on the phone for hours and hours, talking about eachother and if we should go out and we kept going back and forth, because we were scared something would happen or mess our relationship up, we kept talking about it for hrs and finally i said, " straight up, straight up! i want to be more then friends!" and from that minute we were both curious on what would happen, if we would make it, and we defintly did, the love we felt from eachother was like no other, we were speechless, we couldnt even describe it, we knew what had happened, we had fallen in love and with each and everyday the love grew stronger and stronger. By October 31st, halloween, my really good friend anthony told me he would take me to the movies with her and he did. He picked me up and we picked up spenser and then met a few people at the movies and the mall and we went everywhere that night, by the end of the night i was dying to kiss this girl, i wanted to feel her soft, sensual lips on mine, i wanted to feel weightless, i wanted to feel loved, i wanted to feel the warmness inside, i wanted my heart to drop, i wanted my breath to be taking away, i wanted to see the fireworks, i wanted to feel the slow motion, i wanted to feel my whole body go completly weak and my knee practically give out and fall into her! We drove her back to her house and i got out and i walked her up the stairs, i was shaking, i was so nervous, i had the butterflies, i wanted to kiss her so bad, i wanted it more then i have ever wanted something. We got up to her door and we stood in this hallway and i remember it exactly, the setting everything, the one light above us and i looked at her and i FROZE, i couldnt lean it and do it, my body froze and my mind wanted it so bad, but my body would move and i started to panic, she told me " give me a kiss" those words went straight to my heart, those words made me feel so good, and i got so happy and she pulled me close and i kissed her and i felt everything that i wanted but even more then i wanted, i felt so much, i had never felt the feelings she was giving me in my whole entire life and i couldnt believe it, i had my eyes closed and everything spun around and i kissed her and hugged her so much. I walked down the stairs crying, i was sooo happy, i got back in the car and my friend anthony saw me and he was like so happy for me and we started driving and we went down the road and i said, dude turn back please, and we went back and i ran up those stairs so fast, and i didnt know what floor to goto and i guessed right and she came out and i grabbed her and kissed her and we talked for like 15 minutes, and i knew that i was in love with this girl and i wanted to be with her for the rest of my life. During December, we went to our first ever concert together and we saw the used,taking back sunday, story of the year, lost prophets, lit,coheed and cambria and sum 41 and other bands live. It was the first time i ever got to sleep over at her house too, i slept in her bed that night and i was soo excited to cuddle with my girlfriend, it was my first time ever sleeping with a person of the opposite sex and i was so happy and lucky it was such a beautiful girl. As days went by, they just flew by and before we knew it we were going out for 3 months then 5 then 6! our half year anniversy! then 7 which just recently happened. I see this girl and i cant believe shes mine, shes all mine, shes always going to be mine and im always going to be hers, im in love with this girl deeply and madly, the feelings i feelings i feel for her are so amazing, the feelings i cant even begin to describe, i couldnt live a day without the feelings she brings to me. I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl! In fact, i know i will. This girl is Jessica Ashley Worthy, she was born on october 3rd, 1988, she has gorgeous blue eyes, the most soft lips, this hair that sparkles in your eyes and is so shiny and the perfect color. Her favorite color is pink, she has the most amazing personality a person could ever meet. Her music taste arranges from rap to rock, she has the most wide variety of music. She isnt afraid to tell you what she thinks about you, She'll be there for you no matter, she'll be there when nobody else will be. She has the brightest and prettiest smile you will ever see. She isnt grossed out when i tell her about sick things, she laughs and jokes right back. She wont let anybody ever walk all over her, she's not afraid to stick up for whats right. She's there to wipe my tears, she's there when nobody else will be. She'll drop whatever shes doing right then and there to help me. She'll do anything for me, I'll do anything for her. You want to know the best part of all of this, she's all mine, theres not one person out there like her, shes the most unique person you will ever meet. She's all mine. I could sit and think about her for ever, she's all mine, and i love this girl with everything that i got. I cherish this girl more then the world. shes not just a girl, shes the most amazing girl. She's Jessica Ashley Worthy, I love her to death.
