christmas breaaak. yayayay ♥
it's finally christmas break. we basically did nothing in school today & yesterday. I think I left my scarf at the diner yesterday, though, so that makes me sad.
I LOVE LITTLE KIDS. haha, yeah, randomness. but, I was a hall monitor thing this afternoon for the PA bingo. so whenever one of the grade primary/ones/twos got bingo I had to call up to the office. man, they were SOSOSOSO frigging cute.
my sister started going to the same school as me this year. so she's been trying to make new friends & everything, which is great, I'm happy for her. but, a lot of her new friends were my friends. now a lot of them hold not-so-obvious grudges against me. & I haven't done anything to any of them. she's ditched her old friends. she steals from my mum, lies to my mum, has turned completely defiant, she's all 'SUICIDE'S GREAT, everyone should be allowed to commit suicide if they want to!', etc. my sister's never been that kind of person before, until she started hanging out with her new 'clique', I guess you could say. she's on the phone with this one girl for hours on end, everyday. she can't stay off the phone for ten minutes. I know it's normal for junior high aged girls to want to be on the phone, but they talk about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. & even my mum has become concerned about it. so today I was listening into her phone conversation, & it wasn't about anything important. then her friend realized I was still on the phone, swore at me & called me immature.
now, you see, I wouldn't have even bothered listening in on her phone conversation if I didn't think something was wrong. my sister's changed a lot over the past few months. in some ways, she's changed for the better. but, in a lot of ways she's changed for the worse. so yeah, I just wanted to see what her & her friends actually talk about. because apparently she's always 'caught up in the drama'. & it bugs me to see that she might go down the wrong path. I'm probably just being over-protective, but I do love my sister, & I don't want to see her turn into a bad person. there's a lot more to it that makes me think she's changed in a bad way, but that's basically what's aggrivating me right now.
I miss oscar. insanely.