Aug 22, 2004 17:03
so im finally back home and if theres anything to say bout finally being back its that it totally sucks ass. i dont want to be here. i wish i was still outta town because im already back to the same lil bullshit fights and boredom that i left behind a week ago.
being gone was nice. it was a break well needed. it was time away from home that i could use more often. the weather was nice the first few days and toward the end of the week it kinda got shitty. oh well tho. it was still fun. shit first day there nicci slid down the hill and lost her pants -lol- which is something everyone seen. we went to the lighthouses and shopping and driving around and we played putt-putt and went on the bumper boats. we went to the pier and gawked at the huge houses that neither of us will ever be able to afford in our life time. we chilled around the camp fire, watched movies, drank, played cards a whole lot even teaching samantha how to play phase ten. took our nightly drive down to the gas station to call home since ima mamas gurl i guess and called everynite. besides it was nice to bitch bout the things my sister was doing to my mom. took a few drives to taco bell and made fun of the 'cool people' in the parking lot with their blinking head lites. paid less for newports there then we did here. managed to watch my sister and her boyfriend smoke bout 22 packs of ciggeretts in a week which is something that i still find hard to believe. missed robbie a whole bunch which im continuing to do at this moment. went swimming a few times when the weather was decent enough. oh yea the best part 'antagonized my niece megan' which in return sent my sister and them home earlier than expected due to me being such a horrible person. still laughing at that one. just sitting there watching TV and courtney busts out the bathroom screaming at me telling me to grow up and this and that. the whole situation lingered into the night between her and paul screaming at the top of their lungs only for the to leave early the next morning. spent friday by our lonesome selves. they took all the food so we had to go to walmart and buy something for dinner. made our very own campfire on our own only for it to fall apart and burn in a big pile. nonetheless it was still a campfire. sat around the fire for awhile creeping each other out, went inside turned on a DVD and crashed for the night. woke up a lil later than we wanted to loaded the car, smoked a ciggerette, and hit the road. stopped in tawas n played in the water a bit. attempted to go feed the deer at DeerAcres only to find out that it was something totally opposite of what nicci expected it to be but in the long run found what she was talkin bout thru the whole trip. jumped back on the expressway and got stuck in a traffic jam for close to maybe an hour id say only to hit up M59 and finally make it to Woodward for the Dream Cruise. sat in traffic for 2 hours and went 2 miles. got off at 13 and took it down to 9 where we drove around the neighborhood in circles trying to find the street we wanted. after bout another hour finally parked and made to my mom. sat there for a few and headed home to where it didnt take me long before i fell soundly asleep. it was a good trip. cant go back next year bc supposedly shes all booked but i think its bc she dont like my family. who knows. she'll get hers. besides i left a bottle of lighter fliud by the fire pit for the next newcomers to use -- only catch is that its filled with water. heh! im mean. oh well. next year is a whole new experience and a whole new city!!
now im sitting here bored as fuck wanting to leave. i have no money and no car. my life fucking sucks today. Boy Meets World Marathon is on. sounds like a good plan. i dont even feel like unpacking today. i'll do that tomarrow. eh and tomarrow its back to work. cant fucking wait. i dont even like my job anymore and i havent even been there since all the changed occured. what can i say -- i like things the way they suppose to be and this isnt how its suppose to be....
i miss robbie and i dont think he even knows it. i think he thinks im just fucking with him or something bc when we're suppose to see each other and it doesnt work out its always like i did it intentionally. im sorrie but id love to be chillin with the boy right now. itd put a smile on my face. it really would. but what do i get instead? him yellin at me. gotta love that. heh. the things love does to ya....
time to hit the bed and watch some tv. maybe even unpack. who knows.