as the weekend comes to an end
so unlike any other weekend this one has been extremely long. had to wake up at 7am on saturday to go to ARO for school to make up some of my absences. that was a long four hours to sit in the cafeteria after being out late the night before and trying not to fall asleep. after ARO i hit up Cheli's for lunch with chris and some chick from her work. food sucked. that place definatly aint all its cracked out to be. seen mike talked to him for a few minutes then we left. came home and just about right away left for Monster Jam. it was fun. i miss going to things like that. alot of people were there and our seats werent too shabby. out of all the trucks id have to say i liked maximum destruction the most. sweet ass free style from that boy. lol. yet i bought a Blue Thunder T-shirt. lol. oh well. its all good. got home again late last night only this morning to wake up and go to work. blah. it was long tiring annoying and i just didnt want to be there.
im in a real shitty mood and i dont know why. i think this whole not talkin to robbie is starting to get to me. i been fine all week and then i hear from him and its like ::smack:: reality hits ya in the ass. that and im kinda annoyed with nicci and the whole "ashley likes brandon" situation. its like yea hes cute and hes got the potential and shit but i dont want anything with him and all she does is talk bout how i like him and this and that. i think she pressed my last nerve today when we were on break and that stupid note. its times like this when i wish i could keep liking someone to myself. for someone that says they gonna keep they mouth shut she sure makes the situation obvious. lol. good goin nicci thanks. i want fucking ice cream. i knew i should have went right from work but no i was gonna come home first and satisfy my mom thinking that with the extra driving before gettin there would make the board pop on in my car and when i go to call nicci seeing as tho shes the one that was gonna ride with she calls me to tell me shes going out with nick and not to call her house bc apparently her gpa thinks shes going out with me. i think thats the one thing that bothers me the most about her. how much she lies to her gpa bout him. its like it aint that hard to just say flat out i like this kid and ima be around him whether you like it or not and then deal with the shit that comes with it. shes alwayz lying to him tho. i dont think thats right. not towards her gpa at least. whatever tho it aint my life.
im back down to ten days in school and back on audit. blah. cant wait till next saturday when i hit 9 days. gotta love the ARO aspect of High School. i cant wait till i graduate. im gettin outta here. this city and everything. i need to get away. if not ima be this cold depressed fucking bitch for the rest of my life. lol. blah.
i feel like crying. i dont even know why. i seriously hate being in this mood. and its like one thing is said and thats it im like this the rest of the day.
::ScreamS::
im in a real shitty mood and i dont know why. i think this whole not talkin to robbie is starting to get to me. i been fine all week and then i hear from him and its like ::smack:: reality hits ya in the ass. that and im kinda annoyed with nicci and the whole "ashley likes brandon" situation. its like yea hes cute and hes got the potential and shit but i dont want anything with him and all she does is talk bout how i like him and this and that. i think she pressed my last nerve today when we were on break and that stupid note. its times like this when i wish i could keep liking someone to myself. for someone that says they gonna keep they mouth shut she sure makes the situation obvious. lol. good goin nicci thanks. i want fucking ice cream. i knew i should have went right from work but no i was gonna come home first and satisfy my mom thinking that with the extra driving before gettin there would make the board pop on in my car and when i go to call nicci seeing as tho shes the one that was gonna ride with she calls me to tell me shes going out with nick and not to call her house bc apparently her gpa thinks shes going out with me. i think thats the one thing that bothers me the most about her. how much she lies to her gpa bout him. its like it aint that hard to just say flat out i like this kid and ima be around him whether you like it or not and then deal with the shit that comes with it. shes alwayz lying to him tho. i dont think thats right. not towards her gpa at least. whatever tho it aint my life.
im back down to ten days in school and back on audit. blah. cant wait till next saturday when i hit 9 days. gotta love the ARO aspect of High School. i cant wait till i graduate. im gettin outta here. this city and everything. i need to get away. if not ima be this cold depressed fucking bitch for the rest of my life. lol. blah.
i feel like crying. i dont even know why. i seriously hate being in this mood. and its like one thing is said and thats it im like this the rest of the day.
::ScreamS::