FuCk A DuCk
if its not one thing then its another. ive been looking for another job now since before i left for FL. i want to get out of my moms house. nothing against her or anything but i just want to be on my own. i want my freedom. is that so hard to ask? so me and nicci been talkin for a long time that we should move out and get an apartment together. best friends..why not. so when we got back from FL we went hunting and found the perfect apartment. Williamsburg Square in Woodhaven. cheap, cute, close to home and work. not bad right. well we went and turned in the app and we decided that we would wait around for a standard apartment bc its a lil bit cheaper and the cheaper the better. so we figure by the end of the year we'll be moving out. Nov 1st was our goal date. well we went and opened a savings account last week and every week we're gonna add $25 each to it till we have all the money we need to cover the first months rent, the down payment, the costs of getting everything turned on, and the bit of furniture we're going to need. we figured out that by time Nov. came that we'd have close to a grand which should be enough. WeLL, today im gettin outta the shower and i hear my phone singing to me. im thinkin who called me cuz i didnt hear it going off before yet i have a voice mail. so i check it and its stefanie from the apartments. theres gonna be a standard apartment available July 1st. WhAT ThE FuCk!!! so now we have to decide what we want to do. wait for another one to come around or put the deposit down and still wait for nov. to come around i dont know. its too much to think bout and i didnt have much time to talk to nicci bout it so thats the objective for tonite, we're gonna talk and figure this shit out.
the job that paul got me, well referred me to, has gone to hell. the lady keeps bullshittin me on when ima start. in fact i havent even heard shit from her in like two weeks when i last called her. i give up on that. i think it would just be easier to be like 'oh we changed our mind on you when paul quit' but no she just keeps tellin me she'll give me a call when things settle down over there. then at PSP i was up for promotion but didnt get it. its all good. im still gettin somewhat of a promotion just not key holder. i dont know what to do bout that cuz even if they give me more in pay but cut my hours it wont be worth it. i guess its sumthin along time lines of ima be writing WH's orders but still be a cashier over there. i cant see that being as many hours as i get now but whatever. i gotta really thing that shit thru before i make a decision see where the moneys gonna equal out better and then decide if ima stay or if ima just keep looking for another job like i have been thru the whole ordeal. oh and did i mention that they moved brandon to WH too. that sux. i miss him. what can ya do tho...
im tired but i dont want to go back to sleep. i slept alot last night and i dont want to be up all night tonite and i know i will if i go back to sleep.
the dunes is coming up quick. july 14th. cant wait. havent been up there in like a year and a half. im psyched bout it. we're camping with my sister and her all her kids. its kinda like a bday get a way for heather. hopefully everything works out as planned. all i got to say is super glue and quarters if ppl wanna mess with us! ha ha.
my fucking car broke down last weekend. started over heating like all hell. come to find out its gonna cost me 60 bucks that i dont have for a water pump and whatever the fuck else is wrong with the thing. it was suppose to get fixed yesterday but "its a big job" so it didnt. i knew i should have just took it to the shop. niccis gpa loves me and convinced his mechanic to let me make payments <3 ya for that one gpa :D but nonetheless i listened to my mother and let james take care of it. god knows when i'll get my car back now.
life is so fucking frustrating...
the job that paul got me, well referred me to, has gone to hell. the lady keeps bullshittin me on when ima start. in fact i havent even heard shit from her in like two weeks when i last called her. i give up on that. i think it would just be easier to be like 'oh we changed our mind on you when paul quit' but no she just keeps tellin me she'll give me a call when things settle down over there. then at PSP i was up for promotion but didnt get it. its all good. im still gettin somewhat of a promotion just not key holder. i dont know what to do bout that cuz even if they give me more in pay but cut my hours it wont be worth it. i guess its sumthin along time lines of ima be writing WH's orders but still be a cashier over there. i cant see that being as many hours as i get now but whatever. i gotta really thing that shit thru before i make a decision see where the moneys gonna equal out better and then decide if ima stay or if ima just keep looking for another job like i have been thru the whole ordeal. oh and did i mention that they moved brandon to WH too. that sux. i miss him. what can ya do tho...
im tired but i dont want to go back to sleep. i slept alot last night and i dont want to be up all night tonite and i know i will if i go back to sleep.
the dunes is coming up quick. july 14th. cant wait. havent been up there in like a year and a half. im psyched bout it. we're camping with my sister and her all her kids. its kinda like a bday get a way for heather. hopefully everything works out as planned. all i got to say is super glue and quarters if ppl wanna mess with us! ha ha.
my fucking car broke down last weekend. started over heating like all hell. come to find out its gonna cost me 60 bucks that i dont have for a water pump and whatever the fuck else is wrong with the thing. it was suppose to get fixed yesterday but "its a big job" so it didnt. i knew i should have just took it to the shop. niccis gpa loves me and convinced his mechanic to let me make payments <3 ya for that one gpa :D but nonetheless i listened to my mother and let james take care of it. god knows when i'll get my car back now.
life is so fucking frustrating...