a look at the past year and the start of a new one
so i havent been to good at this whole updating thing. i guess the internet just kinda died on my interest level or something. for starters tho i'll recap the holidays.
christmas was good. spent it home alone cuz the rest of my family went to petes for dinner but that didnt bother me much. id rather sit home eating pizza rolls and watching Viva La Bam then be in a place where im unhappy and have nothing to do. Christmas night me and nicci hit to road. first stop was the lightfest that was closed. then we went to see Meet the Fockers at Fairlane but there was a shit load of people there which was crazy and we decided that it wasnt worth the wait, then again maybe i decided that. ended up going to the midnight show at star taylor. the movie was kinda boring then it got funnie. nicci fell asleep, i dont remember it was before or after she told the chick in front of us to shut up. oh yea -- it was natalee and her lil crew of ditz'.
my birthday was a birthday. i dont know i dont really care for the day too much. candice and cindi came by. went by work and seen Ty. then went out to dinner with sam ash and nicci. candice was suppose to go but i dont know what happened with that one. she just up and decided not to answer her phone when we were tryin to figure everything out. kinda figures. Nicci got me Shrek1 and Shrek2, and to think i was all worried bout what it was gonna be cuz she said it was sumthin she refused to buy. she got me this year good but trust i'll get her even better in the year to come! i dont even remember what we did after dinner. i think i came home early that night cuz i had work in the morning. dont remember.
New Years Eve was fun. No crying this year ::claps:: we did good. got buzzed but i wouldnt say drunk. Bobby on the other hand was drunk. i think he called a lil after 12 saying meet him half way cuz he was only on pelham and we met up with him. he was here for maybe 20 minutes before i pissed him off by takin his beer which in return he walked out the door with half a pizza and left. that was amuzing. walked to ashleighs at like 2 in the morning cuz i wanted to smoke a cigg, yea did i mention i had a good buzz goin. drank a half pint of pucker to myself which i remember earlier in the night callin it smuckers. LoL. then on top of that i drank 4 mudslides and 2 smirnovs before i passed out. its all good. didnt wake up with a hangover but unfortunatly woke up and had to go to work. mind u i didnt go to bed until probally close to 4. it was fun nonetheless. always is when my mom and james go away. whens the next time they leave? oh yea -- next weekend! still got sum bacardi that needs to go to good use! we were suppose to go to Shannons "kegger" before the night started but we ended up not going which was my fault. talked to her the other day at work and shes pretty upset with us. i feel bad. its all good tho. i'll take her ice cream or sumthin to make up for it. i didnt think she was actually expecting us until she said she asked brandon where we were at like midnight and he told her we were already drunk. butthead. hopefully her new year went good even without us there.
thats the holiday wrap up.
nothing much has been going on around here. working is about it. Ashleigh is leaving next friday i think she said for Flordia. i dont want to see her go. i think ima cry. Kiara is gettin so big. spent a good amount of the day chillin with her. kinda miss always hanging out with her. things have changed alot but in some aspects they havent changed at all. like i said to nicci the other day -- she'll always be the lil sister i never had.
me and robbie been talkin a lil bit here and there. trying to make things civil with each other but nothing really seems to be working. we talked the other night for like two hours and didnt fight once. its times like that, that i miss the most. i miss him. i want to see him but with us both working its a hassel. one of these days tho. i wonder how its gonna be when i see him. things have changed alot between us. i just hope they havent changed so much that we cant be around each other. that would be sad. i love that boy with all my heart. i hope he still knows that.
i havent talked to chris in awhile. i think the last time i talked to him was a few days before xmas. he wanted me to take him to the cemetery and i never got around to it. i havent heard from him since. i know hes probally pissed at me for it too. im sorrie kiddo if your reading this. i owe you one big time. its odd that he hasnt called tho. kinda gots me worried. hopefully things are straight with him. especially him and alicia.
been thinking alot bout the situation between me and brandon. i dont know what to do with that kid sometimes. what can i say tho -- hes brandon. Monster Jam is next saturday (so psyched) and him and danny are suppose to go with us. we'll see how that one turns out. i guess danny is pretty excited bout going tho. that will make niccis night. LoL. then again that will make a very long night for me. its all good tho.
when my mom and james went up north for NYs the broke the blazer and james and marc went back up north today to get it fixed and shit. my mom stayed home cuz shes got some toothache problem or sumthin. it was SO freaking nice without him around. i just wanted to look at my mom and be like 'look how fucking peaceful it is with him gone' but i know it would have just started a fight. i dont know. i guess just enjoy the moment while its there right. he comes home tomarrow. cant wait ::rolls eyes:: i dont know.
courtney lost her baby(dont really wanna get into it). fucking sad as all hell. i still havent talked to her. i still havent seen my nieces. i guess its just a subject in general that i dont want to talk about.
i need to figure out what i want to do school wise. i need to start looking into it more. ive put some effort but not all that much. gotta get the ball rollin sooner or later.
bry just walked in. must have been drinkin cuz hes walkin into shit and being loud. makes for a interesting night when the bathroom is across from my room! a night full of puking. cant wait.
well i guess thats all i have for now.
i'll update sooner or later.
christmas was good. spent it home alone cuz the rest of my family went to petes for dinner but that didnt bother me much. id rather sit home eating pizza rolls and watching Viva La Bam then be in a place where im unhappy and have nothing to do. Christmas night me and nicci hit to road. first stop was the lightfest that was closed. then we went to see Meet the Fockers at Fairlane but there was a shit load of people there which was crazy and we decided that it wasnt worth the wait, then again maybe i decided that. ended up going to the midnight show at star taylor. the movie was kinda boring then it got funnie. nicci fell asleep, i dont remember it was before or after she told the chick in front of us to shut up. oh yea -- it was natalee and her lil crew of ditz'.
my birthday was a birthday. i dont know i dont really care for the day too much. candice and cindi came by. went by work and seen Ty. then went out to dinner with sam ash and nicci. candice was suppose to go but i dont know what happened with that one. she just up and decided not to answer her phone when we were tryin to figure everything out. kinda figures. Nicci got me Shrek1 and Shrek2, and to think i was all worried bout what it was gonna be cuz she said it was sumthin she refused to buy. she got me this year good but trust i'll get her even better in the year to come! i dont even remember what we did after dinner. i think i came home early that night cuz i had work in the morning. dont remember.
New Years Eve was fun. No crying this year ::claps:: we did good. got buzzed but i wouldnt say drunk. Bobby on the other hand was drunk. i think he called a lil after 12 saying meet him half way cuz he was only on pelham and we met up with him. he was here for maybe 20 minutes before i pissed him off by takin his beer which in return he walked out the door with half a pizza and left. that was amuzing. walked to ashleighs at like 2 in the morning cuz i wanted to smoke a cigg, yea did i mention i had a good buzz goin. drank a half pint of pucker to myself which i remember earlier in the night callin it smuckers. LoL. then on top of that i drank 4 mudslides and 2 smirnovs before i passed out. its all good. didnt wake up with a hangover but unfortunatly woke up and had to go to work. mind u i didnt go to bed until probally close to 4. it was fun nonetheless. always is when my mom and james go away. whens the next time they leave? oh yea -- next weekend! still got sum bacardi that needs to go to good use! we were suppose to go to Shannons "kegger" before the night started but we ended up not going which was my fault. talked to her the other day at work and shes pretty upset with us. i feel bad. its all good tho. i'll take her ice cream or sumthin to make up for it. i didnt think she was actually expecting us until she said she asked brandon where we were at like midnight and he told her we were already drunk. butthead. hopefully her new year went good even without us there.
thats the holiday wrap up.
nothing much has been going on around here. working is about it. Ashleigh is leaving next friday i think she said for Flordia. i dont want to see her go. i think ima cry. Kiara is gettin so big. spent a good amount of the day chillin with her. kinda miss always hanging out with her. things have changed alot but in some aspects they havent changed at all. like i said to nicci the other day -- she'll always be the lil sister i never had.
me and robbie been talkin a lil bit here and there. trying to make things civil with each other but nothing really seems to be working. we talked the other night for like two hours and didnt fight once. its times like that, that i miss the most. i miss him. i want to see him but with us both working its a hassel. one of these days tho. i wonder how its gonna be when i see him. things have changed alot between us. i just hope they havent changed so much that we cant be around each other. that would be sad. i love that boy with all my heart. i hope he still knows that.
i havent talked to chris in awhile. i think the last time i talked to him was a few days before xmas. he wanted me to take him to the cemetery and i never got around to it. i havent heard from him since. i know hes probally pissed at me for it too. im sorrie kiddo if your reading this. i owe you one big time. its odd that he hasnt called tho. kinda gots me worried. hopefully things are straight with him. especially him and alicia.
been thinking alot bout the situation between me and brandon. i dont know what to do with that kid sometimes. what can i say tho -- hes brandon. Monster Jam is next saturday (so psyched) and him and danny are suppose to go with us. we'll see how that one turns out. i guess danny is pretty excited bout going tho. that will make niccis night. LoL. then again that will make a very long night for me. its all good tho.
when my mom and james went up north for NYs the broke the blazer and james and marc went back up north today to get it fixed and shit. my mom stayed home cuz shes got some toothache problem or sumthin. it was SO freaking nice without him around. i just wanted to look at my mom and be like 'look how fucking peaceful it is with him gone' but i know it would have just started a fight. i dont know. i guess just enjoy the moment while its there right. he comes home tomarrow. cant wait ::rolls eyes:: i dont know.
courtney lost her baby(dont really wanna get into it). fucking sad as all hell. i still havent talked to her. i still havent seen my nieces. i guess its just a subject in general that i dont want to talk about.
i need to figure out what i want to do school wise. i need to start looking into it more. ive put some effort but not all that much. gotta get the ball rollin sooner or later.
bry just walked in. must have been drinkin cuz hes walkin into shit and being loud. makes for a interesting night when the bathroom is across from my room! a night full of puking. cant wait.
well i guess thats all i have for now.
i'll update sooner or later.