happy thanksgiving
im so freakin tired it isnt even funnie. i had a hectic day yesterday which led to a sleepless night. i didnt fall asleep until bout 330-4am this morning and we left at 6. that sucked. i could barely move. we got downtown at about 7ish i wanna say. went to grand circus and parked then hit up the people mover. it was a disappointment. i dont get what they meant on the news when they said that they had it all decked out with tiles cuz there was no difference at the ren-cen stop than at any other stop. it sucked. we were all excited for nothing. after taking that around one time we went and headed for the street. probally walked a good mile down the road before we decided to set up and sit back for the parade to start. it was fucking cold as hell. my feet to my ears were frozen. i had on basically two of everything a huge ass coat and my blanket and i just couldnt warm up. i passed out for a few when we first got there but shhh cuz i think they thought i was still up lol. what can i say i was tired. watched the parade. seen nick cannon, ugh hes hott! then left before it ended. santa was just too far down the road and no one had any patience left. all in all it was a good parade. they had some cute new floats and then the usual regs that we all love. oh yea one complaint -- there were no hot dog stands. that fucking sucked, especially when we got hungry. i wonder what happened with all of them this year. who knows. Jenni took her friend Sara cuz Heather couldnt go. that kinda ruined the mood of playfulness a lil cuz it just wasnt the same without Heather. i wouldnt say that the day was ruined tho cuz i had alot of fun. we got home bout 130 i wanna say which wasnt bad.
passed out until dinner when my niece came in my room to wake me up. suprised the shit outta me cuz i havent been allowed to see her since me and my sister had it out. ive seen her like twice i wanna say since August when we went on vacation and everything went down. it was nice having them here. Courtney still didnt talk to me but i dont really care. shes on my nerves. shes dumb. thats all i really have to say about it.
i gotta wake up early and get things together. gotta get to the bank and get a few things done here and there. need to find prices on tires for cars and gotta find out how much insurance is gonna cost me. my check finally hit over the $200 point which is tight as hell but its also due to me workin 39 hours in one week. that was some tiring shit. i gotta call ticket master to find out how much the tickets are gonna cost me for the 76ers/Pistons game and eventually start the rest of my xmas shopping. i think i got like 2 weeks until the offical xmas shopping day. i cant wait.
1 month and 1 day until my bday. ha ha ima be 19 already. damn im gettin old. lol. just sing with me "i dont wanna grow up, ima toys r us kid...ect". holy shit that reminds me, id like to understand how the hell Toys R Us is going out of business. thats sum fucked up shit right there buddy.
my eyes burn so bad and i cant figure out if its from the lack of sleep which ive some what made up for or if its from crying so much yesterday. im not even gonna get into that whole subject cuz it will only make me cry more. im not taking it to well and thats just the bottom line to that one. i dont know what im going to do.
::sighs::
ya kno another thing id like to understand as of late is Brandon. the kid has fuckin personality changes more than i have mood swings which is amazing. its like one day the kid is all fine and talkin and being himself and the next day hes fucking not talkin and acting all funnie. i give up on trying to figure him out. i just quit talkin to him all together unless he says sumthin to me. he was on my nerves yesterday, i dont even know why but he was pushing my buttons. maybe its all the frustration i have built up towards him. idk. i give up either way. i dont even want to deal with the shit any more.
HmMm back to sleep i go.
passed out until dinner when my niece came in my room to wake me up. suprised the shit outta me cuz i havent been allowed to see her since me and my sister had it out. ive seen her like twice i wanna say since August when we went on vacation and everything went down. it was nice having them here. Courtney still didnt talk to me but i dont really care. shes on my nerves. shes dumb. thats all i really have to say about it.
i gotta wake up early and get things together. gotta get to the bank and get a few things done here and there. need to find prices on tires for cars and gotta find out how much insurance is gonna cost me. my check finally hit over the $200 point which is tight as hell but its also due to me workin 39 hours in one week. that was some tiring shit. i gotta call ticket master to find out how much the tickets are gonna cost me for the 76ers/Pistons game and eventually start the rest of my xmas shopping. i think i got like 2 weeks until the offical xmas shopping day. i cant wait.
1 month and 1 day until my bday. ha ha ima be 19 already. damn im gettin old. lol. just sing with me "i dont wanna grow up, ima toys r us kid...ect". holy shit that reminds me, id like to understand how the hell Toys R Us is going out of business. thats sum fucked up shit right there buddy.
my eyes burn so bad and i cant figure out if its from the lack of sleep which ive some what made up for or if its from crying so much yesterday. im not even gonna get into that whole subject cuz it will only make me cry more. im not taking it to well and thats just the bottom line to that one. i dont know what im going to do.
::sighs::
ya kno another thing id like to understand as of late is Brandon. the kid has fuckin personality changes more than i have mood swings which is amazing. its like one day the kid is all fine and talkin and being himself and the next day hes fucking not talkin and acting all funnie. i give up on trying to figure him out. i just quit talkin to him all together unless he says sumthin to me. he was on my nerves yesterday, i dont even know why but he was pushing my buttons. maybe its all the frustration i have built up towards him. idk. i give up either way. i dont even want to deal with the shit any more.
HmMm back to sleep i go.