those cards woke my emotions up a bit tohugh, to the point of admitting that I still have feelings for her, i'm not sure what to do with them because i'm not holding my breath.
I remember one day when I was living in Dundee, wandering through the Wellgate on my way to a days lounging around, I passed a girl who couldn't keep her eyes off me. I couldn't keep my eyes off her either and as we passed we startd into each others eye. It felt like things were moving in slow motion and my attention suddely became lost on everything else and fixted on her.
For those few seconds, with just a glance and nothing more, there was a spark and we shared a moment.
We passed each other by, she walked out the back of the centre and headed the way of the comic book store. I watched her do it, and she watched me over her shoulder as I got on the escalator and headed down to BHS to have a chat with Jackie and get me some free coffee.
For the rest of the week all I could do was think of her. There's barely a day goes by I don't wonder why I didn't stop, chat, ask her out for a few drinks... anything...
There have been far greater heartbreaks and regrets in my life. But that one alwys stuck out the most. I had an oppertunity and it could have been special. It could have ended in misery. I could have looked like a fool. But still... I should've done something.
You have feelings for her? Go for it, do something... it could end in misery, you could end up in big pile of poo - but how will you ever know?
Well the thing is at that point I already had done somthing, I told her and I even showed her poetry that I had written about her. But she just dosent seem to return in that way, but we have became freinds so that is what the comment is about I don't know what to do with my feelings and I can't quite relase them in the way that I might like too.
I remember one day when I was living in Dundee, wandering through the Wellgate on my way to a days lounging around, I passed a girl who couldn't keep her eyes off me. I couldn't keep my eyes off her either and as we passed we startd into each others eye. It felt like things were moving in slow motion and my attention suddely became lost on everything else and fixted on her.
For those few seconds, with just a glance and nothing more, there was a spark and we shared a moment.
We passed each other by, she walked out the back of the centre and headed the way of the comic book store. I watched her do it, and she watched me over her shoulder as I got on the escalator and headed down to BHS to have a chat with Jackie and get me some free coffee.
For the rest of the week all I could do was think of her. There's barely a day goes by I don't wonder why I didn't stop, chat, ask her out for a few drinks... anything...
There have been far greater heartbreaks and regrets in my life. But that one alwys stuck out the most. I had an oppertunity and it could have been special. It could have ended in misery. I could have looked like a fool. But still... I should've done something.
You have feelings for her? Go for it, do something... it could end in misery, you could end up in big pile of poo - but how will you ever know?
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good anecdote though. :)
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