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Might as well do another update then i'll go and have dinner then i'll do some more work. :)
i'm not sure where to start there is a lot to cover.
I've told Leah aobut my emerging emotions I think it was few days ago, with her responce merly being "thats ok" I mean all that stress and a counciolor just for her to say "thats ok".
I defenently worry too much.
I then came to a conculsion on what I was actually feeling and told her that too.
There just freindly feelings, but it was such a new emotion it just thrw me compleatly, It stands to reason tohugh, spend enougth time with somone, espesially from a freinship that started, from a time when i suported her when she was frighted, i'm eventually bound to feel somthing, It's like I care for her, and even "love" her in a way but it is very non romantic. it's a very intresting emotion.
I somtimes wonder how how much laura acttualy likes me but i't prbably me just beign parinoid, but she defenently seems closer to dave, and it's somtimes dishartinging espesially when you consider how much i've put in, mainly during the periods when i was hooked up on her.
There was a funny gosip going aorund recently, That i was soposed to be dating laura but I wanted to date somone else???,
ok then, people just here part of a convosation and then make the rest up.
Posted in asexuality:
"Is being Asexual Unsexy?
That's somthing thats been on my mind recently..
I haven't been in what you would call a "relationship" up to now,
but recent events have made me think about it even more so, Mutual atraction for me just never seems to happen, so makes me wonder whether i'm missing some sort of hormone or somthing :)
i've been all introspective recently, and have wondered where a traditional relationship is really what I destend or even suited for.
or rather due to my orinintation what I "need" is a little bit difrent.
thoughts?"
yeah and thats right most of them know. It's intresitng how much i've developed here, before I wouldn't have drempt of "coming out" as such..
I do it anway, but the situations forcing me to ask who I am,
maybe a close freindship with a feale is the best it is going to get with me,
what do I need? is the enternal question.
what do's anyone need?
i'm not sure where to start there is a lot to cover.
I've told Leah aobut my emerging emotions I think it was few days ago, with her responce merly being "thats ok" I mean all that stress and a counciolor just for her to say "thats ok".
I defenently worry too much.
I then came to a conculsion on what I was actually feeling and told her that too.
There just freindly feelings, but it was such a new emotion it just thrw me compleatly, It stands to reason tohugh, spend enougth time with somone, espesially from a freinship that started, from a time when i suported her when she was frighted, i'm eventually bound to feel somthing, It's like I care for her, and even "love" her in a way but it is very non romantic. it's a very intresting emotion.
I somtimes wonder how how much laura acttualy likes me but i't prbably me just beign parinoid, but she defenently seems closer to dave, and it's somtimes dishartinging espesially when you consider how much i've put in, mainly during the periods when i was hooked up on her.
There was a funny gosip going aorund recently, That i was soposed to be dating laura but I wanted to date somone else???,
ok then, people just here part of a convosation and then make the rest up.
Posted in asexuality:
"Is being Asexual Unsexy?
That's somthing thats been on my mind recently..
I haven't been in what you would call a "relationship" up to now,
but recent events have made me think about it even more so, Mutual atraction for me just never seems to happen, so makes me wonder whether i'm missing some sort of hormone or somthing :)
i've been all introspective recently, and have wondered where a traditional relationship is really what I destend or even suited for.
or rather due to my orinintation what I "need" is a little bit difrent.
thoughts?"
yeah and thats right most of them know. It's intresitng how much i've developed here, before I wouldn't have drempt of "coming out" as such..
I do it anway, but the situations forcing me to ask who I am,
maybe a close freindship with a feale is the best it is going to get with me,
what do I need? is the enternal question.
what do's anyone need?