I'm Always Falling Over Me
Well,
I can't wait till May. I'll be OUT OF HERE. I can guarantee it.
You just can't win in this house...even if you're right. Nope.
So,
I went to Nanny's house today with Jimmy, Melissa, and Benny.
Jimmy wants out.
And good for him...he got out.
He's going to go live with Nanny. Lucky him.
Even she agress that my mom is fucked up.
What kind of parents buy a new house..
and tell one of their kids "Well, sorry, there's only 4 bedrooms...you don't get one. Sorry." ??
Well Jimmy had the couch.
But THEN...my mom had arguments and fights with my stepdad...for nights in a row.
Guess what jimmy..you don't get the couch anymore, mom does...because she's fighting with Jim and she has the power to take the couch away. Assholes..
So..he's been sleeping on the floor..wherever he could.
I really don't get it.
Luckily for Benny...he could afford an air mattress.
It's not like things havn't been bad before.
Everyone knows by now how my parents are.
But getting worse...and worse and worse.
Jimmy luckily has a place to go.
They keep me here against my will...and they can because I am a minor.
I don't get it though...
why the HELL do they want me here?
They dont LIKE me.
They hardly KNOW anything about me.
The most my mom knows is that my hair is a different color when it is.
The most Jim knows is well...nothing.
But why is that?
Why is it that people that dont KNOW me...or LIKE me...want to keep me?
What gives them a right to walk all over me when they hardly KNOW me?
I wouldn't walk over someone I didnt KNOW.
Parents.
My theory: there are no "bad kids.."
Just bad parenting.
They discipline you when you do something wrong, or make you feel like shit...(or threaen to make your boyfriend leave - in my case)instead of finding out why...WHY on Earth would their kids do wrong?
What's the root of all the misbehehavior and rebellion?
They are.
If I could leave I would.
I have a few words to say to them before I leave too.
So does Benny.
It'll be short and sweet and along the lines of "fuck you."
Man...
I feel bad for Ryan.
I can't wait till May. I'll be OUT OF HERE. I can guarantee it.
You just can't win in this house...even if you're right. Nope.
So,
I went to Nanny's house today with Jimmy, Melissa, and Benny.
Jimmy wants out.
And good for him...he got out.
He's going to go live with Nanny. Lucky him.
Even she agress that my mom is fucked up.
What kind of parents buy a new house..
and tell one of their kids "Well, sorry, there's only 4 bedrooms...you don't get one. Sorry." ??
Well Jimmy had the couch.
But THEN...my mom had arguments and fights with my stepdad...for nights in a row.
Guess what jimmy..you don't get the couch anymore, mom does...because she's fighting with Jim and she has the power to take the couch away. Assholes..
So..he's been sleeping on the floor..wherever he could.
I really don't get it.
Luckily for Benny...he could afford an air mattress.
It's not like things havn't been bad before.
Everyone knows by now how my parents are.
But getting worse...and worse and worse.
Jimmy luckily has a place to go.
They keep me here against my will...and they can because I am a minor.
I don't get it though...
why the HELL do they want me here?
They dont LIKE me.
They hardly KNOW anything about me.
The most my mom knows is that my hair is a different color when it is.
The most Jim knows is well...nothing.
But why is that?
Why is it that people that dont KNOW me...or LIKE me...want to keep me?
What gives them a right to walk all over me when they hardly KNOW me?
I wouldn't walk over someone I didnt KNOW.
Parents.
My theory: there are no "bad kids.."
Just bad parenting.
They discipline you when you do something wrong, or make you feel like shit...(or threaen to make your boyfriend leave - in my case)instead of finding out why...WHY on Earth would their kids do wrong?
What's the root of all the misbehehavior and rebellion?
They are.
If I could leave I would.
I have a few words to say to them before I leave too.
So does Benny.
It'll be short and sweet and along the lines of "fuck you."
Man...
I feel bad for Ryan.