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the bridge at my cottage. i think this bridge has got to be my favourite place in the world. On this one bridge, i have experienced love, hate, loss, happiness and sadness. so many night i have spent with friends and more then friends just looking at the stars, lying on our backs or in someones arms ....i can not tell you how AMAZING it is. this picture makes it look so peacefull and thats exactly what it is. this is where i'm the most happy beacuse i remember times that you and me spent together, druken nights with my friends, pushing eachother into the water, watching my great aunts susans ashes being poured into the river, so many big moments. haha the years of fishing drebys or just fishing and never being able to take the damn fish off cuz they always poke me. watching erin walk over it on her way to see me on the first days of summer:). the worst night of my summer 2 summers ago, but i will never forget any of it. i don't think there has been one other place that i have experienced so many feelings and still loving it. lying tanning in the sun but acctualy burning, watching boys hahaah with of course chandra who else, wanting someone from a distance, watching paul do his work and watching dave mow the lawns...haha. crossing it every night with a different lie about what we were doing and going and drinking in fields or going in boys boats and cars. if my grandma sees this i am dead:|. hahaha but i love it all the same. and i love this picture. i love every moment i've had there....even when i was sad angry or unhappy. This is who i am.