all these are the days my friends
i have a headache today. that's not so unusual. but it gives one perspective.
one thing is, i am convinced that i am delusional. in a very many ways. the things i do, down to the people i think i know, are more or less constructions of a deviant mind. one more thing is, i am convinced that i am myself part of this deception. and for that, i apologize. should anyone come upon this, and i'm not sure how many will, please rest assured that i am not myself.
whatever. it's clear by now that i'm writing this by myself, for myself, and it's crummy. being alone is crummy, but now it's pretty much a constant. i'm bored with me. hopefully i won't see me for some time.
one thing is, i am convinced that i am delusional. in a very many ways. the things i do, down to the people i think i know, are more or less constructions of a deviant mind. one more thing is, i am convinced that i am myself part of this deception. and for that, i apologize. should anyone come upon this, and i'm not sure how many will, please rest assured that i am not myself.
whatever. it's clear by now that i'm writing this by myself, for myself, and it's crummy. being alone is crummy, but now it's pretty much a constant. i'm bored with me. hopefully i won't see me for some time.