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im back agian. yes same old boring pathetic me. i cant stop thinking about him. i want so bad to just see him and explain to him that i love him. and that i would never do anything to hurt him. and i want so badly to yell in his face that he should love me back... he must. but i wont... im too classy. Aint no stinking guy get me down. although he does hold the key to my heart.... and until i can get that key back im scrued. but until then i will have to manage... I can sleep a lot... and everytime i even concider calling him i should call someone else... someone who really loves me. Because they treat me like they loved me. and say it like they mean it. for he is someone who lies deep in my eyes. I dont like how your changing... its not for the best... for both of us. i dont want to become some poor pathetic loser who follows you around like a sick puppy... although i probly already am. I want to be the girl who puts herself before some stupid guy. The girl who could stand up for herself if someone insulted her. I want to be the heart breaker.