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i...well...erp...uh. *sigh*
me and jenn are getting along really well lately, and noone could possibly know how great that make sme feel. and i'm on the fast track to learning to like myself, i think, which is aided majorly by my new-found ability to stand up for myself.
school is going ok except for the whole so poor i cant buy books or supplies thing. but i get to finally get books tomorrow...dont know who my rents robbed for the money...but thats going to help.
i'm not goign to the teke house anymore, b/c i cant help myself from being a fuck up. but thats ok since i have decided that the deep-down real me really doens't like it that much.
i haven't seen him in so long... i'm so close. thats a beautiful feeling as well.... but one single act, one little anything could fuck it all up. right now, however, that doens't look eminent. so yay for that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I'M SO SORRY I CANT BUY YOU A GIFT, BUT I'M WORKING ON COMMING UP WITH SOMETHING GREAT I SWEAR!
...and the mind reals that there could be still more...
after all that...i may still be a fuck up in many ways. i just haven't decided HOW many yet.
*the cloud sets in*
me and jenn are getting along really well lately, and noone could possibly know how great that make sme feel. and i'm on the fast track to learning to like myself, i think, which is aided majorly by my new-found ability to stand up for myself.
school is going ok except for the whole so poor i cant buy books or supplies thing. but i get to finally get books tomorrow...dont know who my rents robbed for the money...but thats going to help.
i'm not goign to the teke house anymore, b/c i cant help myself from being a fuck up. but thats ok since i have decided that the deep-down real me really doens't like it that much.
i haven't seen him in so long... i'm so close. thats a beautiful feeling as well.... but one single act, one little anything could fuck it all up. right now, however, that doens't look eminent. so yay for that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I'M SO SORRY I CANT BUY YOU A GIFT, BUT I'M WORKING ON COMMING UP WITH SOMETHING GREAT I SWEAR!
...and the mind reals that there could be still more...
after all that...i may still be a fuck up in many ways. i just haven't decided HOW many yet.
*the cloud sets in*