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[oracledarkling]

Happy Birthday to me! Thats right, the big one four. WOW (sarcastic here)My mom called me at like 3:30 to wish me happy birthday (which i hardly remember what she said)and then jenni called at like 10:45, waking me up again. Jr took the phone and was like "i know what you want for your birthday." Me,"what do i want Jr?" Him, "a man(country accent

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[jadeddamsel]

Do you really want #9? Because I think it's on sale now. [lame]

[oracledarkling]

it would be nice if i could

[jadeddamsel]

Yeah.. I know.

I miss that. And the best.

[jadeddamsel]

Because I really hope that she knows how much I care about her, and how much she means to me, and how sorry I am for everything that's happened.. and for how I am. I hope she knows that I'm not the best friend, but I try.. and I'm still trying, and I won't quit trying. I hope she knows how much I wishes I could just be normal and not trample on people and lose them. I hope she knows that I've lost everyone, and I've accepted that, but I can't accept losing her. That I cry at night when I think about her. That she was my sister.