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Well, it has been a long time to write in here. It always is a long time before I get in here it write. Reggie and I are up to 6 months this month. I love him so so dearly. I want him to always know that. I miss him so much right now, and all I want to do is see him and be able to talk to him and be with him. Gods, I love him, I love him, I love him!!
The reason I am home is because of myself and the cat. I was running to hurry and get in my room to change a song on the computer for dad to hear before he would get mad at me, not including the fact the cat likes to try and steal food if you aren't guarding it. So I was running into my room and the cat decided to follow me, getting under my feet at the same time. Between the force of trying to move my foot out of the way and running, when it hit the door frame, it either sprained, broke, or threw my toe out of place. I'm not sure what happened but here I am sitting here, trying to just keep from putting too much pressure on it. I can walk on it, but of course it hurts, but nothing I can't handle. It just slows me down.. a lot. I am still going to Reggie's Friday. I want to spend that day with him so much and I am going to.
Hopefully focusing energy into my toe will help it to heal faster. I know it helped with the majority of that cold I had. When it was still dragging people down after 5 days, I was good to go after two. Focusing does help, seems like more than medicine.
I miss Reggie so. I want it to be four now so I can call him and talk to him. I hate having to stay at home. I was going to call him this moring, but I woke up too early then fell asleep again and when I woke back up, it was too late to call him. I wanted to beat myself up for that. I wanted to call him so much and tell him how much I love him. I'm still mad at myself and I will be more than likely for a while. I just want to see him so much, it hurts that I can't see him right now.
Well I had better go for now. Bye.
The reason I am home is because of myself and the cat. I was running to hurry and get in my room to change a song on the computer for dad to hear before he would get mad at me, not including the fact the cat likes to try and steal food if you aren't guarding it. So I was running into my room and the cat decided to follow me, getting under my feet at the same time. Between the force of trying to move my foot out of the way and running, when it hit the door frame, it either sprained, broke, or threw my toe out of place. I'm not sure what happened but here I am sitting here, trying to just keep from putting too much pressure on it. I can walk on it, but of course it hurts, but nothing I can't handle. It just slows me down.. a lot. I am still going to Reggie's Friday. I want to spend that day with him so much and I am going to.
Hopefully focusing energy into my toe will help it to heal faster. I know it helped with the majority of that cold I had. When it was still dragging people down after 5 days, I was good to go after two. Focusing does help, seems like more than medicine.
I miss Reggie so. I want it to be four now so I can call him and talk to him. I hate having to stay at home. I was going to call him this moring, but I woke up too early then fell asleep again and when I woke back up, it was too late to call him. I wanted to beat myself up for that. I wanted to call him so much and tell him how much I love him. I'm still mad at myself and I will be more than likely for a while. I just want to see him so much, it hurts that I can't see him right now.
Well I had better go for now. Bye.