May 18, 2005 00:32
I haven't made an entry in a while so I figured since I'm not doing anything, what the hell. Work has been going okay. Our new manager has finally arrived. She seems like a very nice lady. Things should go smoothly from now on. But then again we'll see. The job itself does not bother me is just how little I get paid that bothers me. Now our hours have been cut *sigh*. Sooner or later I'm going to have to get another job, it's just a matter of time. My assistant manager Kris was supposed to start teaching me how to close tonight but I guess a lot of work was left to do at closing so she left it for another occasion, more than likely on saturday, maybe. If it was up to me I wouldn't bother to learn how to close beacuse I just don't want that much responsibility, but oh well I was glad that she didn't teach me tonight I guess. Mandy is becoming more of a pain in my ass. She can be a nice person but her work ethic sucks. She should not be working there, she needs to thank her stars that Rose was our previous manager, if it would have been anyone else she would have BEEN fired. The store looks much cleaner and organized now so atleast that's one thing less to stress about.
Home life is pretty much same 'ol same 'ol. Annoying brothers, crazy mother, dirty house, blah, blah, blah. My mom is going to become the supervisor of the Bealls store she works at. That is pretty good news in my opinion since she will be making somewhere around 9.50 an hour. Sucks because she will not be spending as much time at home with the kids but oh well, the bills have to be paid somehow. It's not like I haven't offered to pay a few, she doesn't want my money. All I pay is the internet and phone and that's because I wanted them.
My personal life is the same as always. Hang out with friends, talk on the phone, play around on the internet, work, and sleep. Some "inner turmoil" that I thought I had gotten over a couple of years ago is re-surfacing *sigh*, hopefully it will pass. Last time I went through this my mind was worn to the point of exaustion. I am becoming depressed, as it happened last time.....I really DON'T want this, but one can't predict what the mind will want at any given point, right?