Goddess im tired but what else is new
For those who dont know aiden only needs three hours of sleep a night to live it seems. I on the other hand require five and cady being cady has decided never to sleep again and I quote "momma it waste time". I cant argue there but im in a sleep deprived haze. The good news is its not cancer. The bad news what the fuck is wrong with me continues. So new plan. I ignore it tell everybody im fine and it goes away. K sounds like a plan. So for anybody who asks im fine. So i work more and sleep less.
How long till this deployments over. Not short enough. I miss him horribly and he sounds so lonely it breaks my heart. I miss him like I need air to breathe. There are nights i literaly cant breathe my heart hurts so bad. So we push on. I love you Joe come home soon. Well anyway my life in the quick few seconds i have before the pills kick in. yes im back on sleeping pills or i would be up till aiden gets up in two hours. Ok the good news my dress came on saturday. Its a beautiful dress I wish i could do it justice. ok im going to close this before i get sad. Night all the oracle is out for the night. someone make the kids a sandwich im too fuckin tired
How long till this deployments over. Not short enough. I miss him horribly and he sounds so lonely it breaks my heart. I miss him like I need air to breathe. There are nights i literaly cant breathe my heart hurts so bad. So we push on. I love you Joe come home soon. Well anyway my life in the quick few seconds i have before the pills kick in. yes im back on sleeping pills or i would be up till aiden gets up in two hours. Ok the good news my dress came on saturday. Its a beautiful dress I wish i could do it justice. ok im going to close this before i get sad. Night all the oracle is out for the night. someone make the kids a sandwich im too fuckin tired