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shiiittt
uh, you kind owned my car, dude.
yeah, sorry about that.
it's alright.
goodbye pontiac boneville
grad night was mediocre to great. er, well, it really was great, but I have a tendency to remember/judge things on the latter events, and since I wasn't fond of really anything that happened in the last hour, my impressions may have been soured. there were some things that definitely reminded me why I've always felt isolated in high school, and then I wasn't sure if it was a good thing or bad thing. Probably a bad thing, but maybe to some extent not so much. I probably am an entirely different person, in thought, action, and style, than if I had been socially accepted earlier in high school. either way, I've always had my close Friends and i love them.
lastly, sometimes i feel like i'm in 6th grade again. as in, can't enjoy the moment because your mind and eyes are elsewhere. i need to definatly take it easy and let it be.
all is hell in love and war.