rain rain go away

[or_die_trying05]

I really don't care if it rains but it makes the day as a whole seem totally bleh. I'm not in a bad mood, I'm not stressed, I don't have any homework, I didn't fail a test today, didn't get in a fight with anyone..just one of those days, ya know? I just feel..listless I guess. I really want to go do somethign to make up for this feeling and this crappy weather but I can't. Kema's at work, Jesse's at school, Amber well she's sitting at home. I would hang out with Evan but thats an awkward situation. We're friends by association. I guess we COULD hang out but there would be nothing to do. We aren't very alike. So yeah, bored. Save me?

So yeah. Last night was pretty sweet. Kema and I hung out for a few hours (looking all cute in our skirts, tehe) and then we went to Starbucks and met Jesse there when he was done school, went back to Pottstown and then ended up at the Val. Cutest kiss ever in the parking lot. Nothing big or anything just really cute. Haha.

i

want

to

see

jesse

and

kema

and

you know..

hang out or something

b/c this weather totally blows

and

that

definitly

sucks

<3amb//the last time that i saw you august of 99 i shouldve had my hammer and a few rusty spikes, to nail you to a wall and use bottles to catch ya blood, display you for the neighbors so they know your time had come, and i'd drink your blood, feel it dripping down my throat and heading for my heart...