Mar 30, 2004 13:17
Was a short day.. but seemed so long. Didn't get much sleep last night which didn't help.. cuz i am so sick already. And it made me even worse. So i was looking forward to hanging out with Meaghann today and i was doing well with holding up, but lunchtime i felt even worse then i did this morning, with a huge headache and coughing like crazy so i had to come home, and now i am going for a nap. but i figured id write in here first. Sorry Meaghann:( Rain check? wuv you buddie :) :)
Soo much on my mind today/ last night
..last night was such a bad night, i hate being pissy and stuff and freaking out at the one person that means more to me than anyone in this world. I'm sorry baby. Anyways good day gone bad yesterday and then today its bad again cuz im more sick then i was yesterday. I need sleep.
Oh and i've learned to ..Trust No one, I've been given many reasons in the past couple months. And it's not getting any better.
And sorry to everyone that was in a good mood today and was talking to me, i was just too sick to talk or move. So i may have seemed like a bitch. sorry bout that.
Well I'm going for a nap now, hopefully i'll feel better later on. :)
** I love you baby. <3 <3 <3