Apr 07, 2007 23:28
It;s strange how someone you really don't know anything about and who really doesn't know you gets qualified to help you with your problems. The more I step back and look, and I mean really look, at my life and those in it I really don't have a ton to be stressed about. The home front will most likely always be a place of conflict. What do you expect? Basically where things are at now are the best I expect them to get. I'm just biding my time now, I have a more concrete time line so that's going to help get me through the next year. I feel kind of guilty, I didn't want to get upset during my last session so I corralled the conversation to a safe and essentially meaningless topic that is really a non-issue for me. But for as much I want to disregard what this person is telling me about how to deal with things, listening to her has made a significant change in how I handle things close to me.
I just want to move on with my life. Is this really growing up or just more avoiding? Who really gives a fuck anymore...it's life!!