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Likes/ed the band Cadillac Blindside? Turns out the new guitar center store manager here in brookfield is the singer (Zaq Zrust) of the defunct band. I guess i shouldn't post my comments about him just yet. A plus, he knows my friend PJ from Rockford, and Peter knows Zaq too. Fuckin' musicians. Speaking of... I walked right into that one. So peter and I are at it again. And it was amazing. Started off as a massage trade, which should take about 2.5 hours to complete. We didn't leave for about 3.5 hours. I'm scared because I might get pulled in and have more than just an infatuation with him. I'm more scared that he won't return my feelings for him. At this point it isn't a big deal because I'm not ready for anything. Jeez I over think situations and potential situations. Turns out PJ might like me, but since I'm sleeping with peter, I don't want to get drunk and sleep with PJ if peter wants me....ahhh make the insanity stop. He's not my boyfriend so why should he give a shit?! I don't even know if he's sleeping with anyone else (although i doubt it). Haha, I make a mountain out of a mole hill in easily fixable situations instead of dealing with all of the shit I can't change and all the emotions i've shut away. I feel like someone changed my birth control with antidepressants. ahh I need a drink...and sleep!!