"Turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten"
So this friend thing doesn't seem to be working out as well as I had hoped. Too much fighting. It all just seems so bipolar to me.
I had a date last week. It unfortunately did not go well. He was completely sweet and nice up until he tried to stick his tongue down my throat. It was so disgusting!! Needless to say, I haven't contacted him since. My other friend excursion seems to be turning out alright though. I guess only time will tell if its true.
I received a very upsetting phone call from my sister the other day informing me that our other grandmother has died. I honestly was not that close to her but for some reason it really hit me. I felt so bad for my poor sister who was stuck at drum corps championships in PA all by herself. I just wished I could have been there for her. I think that phone call was the first time I've ever straight out told my sister that I love her and been completely serious about it. I miss her a lot.
I wish that my grandma at home would not be so insensitive all the time. She brushed off my sister being upset by saying she was just so exhausted, its nothing, she'll be fine. When she heard me crying on the phone, she asked me why as if there was no reason she could fathom for it. I realize that neither of us knew our other grandmother very well, but the point is, we knew her, we'd spent time with her, and now, she was gone. Sometimes she is just so irritating.
Missy and Nikki arrive today! I'm very excited to see both of them! It feels like so long since the last time we hung out. Yeah for the fishies being back home in Rochester! :)
I really miss the playgrounds, the long drives to no where, and that amazing sleep you would bring me.
I had a date last week. It unfortunately did not go well. He was completely sweet and nice up until he tried to stick his tongue down my throat. It was so disgusting!! Needless to say, I haven't contacted him since. My other friend excursion seems to be turning out alright though. I guess only time will tell if its true.
I received a very upsetting phone call from my sister the other day informing me that our other grandmother has died. I honestly was not that close to her but for some reason it really hit me. I felt so bad for my poor sister who was stuck at drum corps championships in PA all by herself. I just wished I could have been there for her. I think that phone call was the first time I've ever straight out told my sister that I love her and been completely serious about it. I miss her a lot.
I wish that my grandma at home would not be so insensitive all the time. She brushed off my sister being upset by saying she was just so exhausted, its nothing, she'll be fine. When she heard me crying on the phone, she asked me why as if there was no reason she could fathom for it. I realize that neither of us knew our other grandmother very well, but the point is, we knew her, we'd spent time with her, and now, she was gone. Sometimes she is just so irritating.
Missy and Nikki arrive today! I'm very excited to see both of them! It feels like so long since the last time we hung out. Yeah for the fishies being back home in Rochester! :)
I really miss the playgrounds, the long drives to no where, and that amazing sleep you would bring me.