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I'm bored... and lonely. I hate that everyone left me this summer. I feel like I have no one to talk to. However whenever the opportunity comes up, I don't want to talk about anything that's going on in my life. I really don't want to share all of my dumbass decisions with anyone. What would they say back other than, "You're an idiot, you shouldn't have done that". My life was going so well, I had to self destruct a little.
I'm very hopeful that things will go back to good soon. Fall is always the best time of year for me. Summer is always the worst. I've been really depressed the last couple weeks and this summer still kinda kicks the ass of every other summer I've had in college. I just wish I could of ended it with a bigger hoopla. I mean it's Friday night of the last weekend of summer and I'm writing in my livejournal at 11:30 at night, after spending the better part of my night reading books and watching the Olympics alone in my room.
Sad really.
I am taking things entirely to personally lately. I need to just chill and stop being so paranoid. I'm fine.
I want my old friends back. Maybe I just need to be back with people who get me. All both of those people. Oh, dear, I need more friends. Or just stop pushing away (slash dating) anyone who wants the job.
Anyway here is to my final year at MSU, oh god, I will need all the luck you can wish me.
I'm very hopeful that things will go back to good soon. Fall is always the best time of year for me. Summer is always the worst. I've been really depressed the last couple weeks and this summer still kinda kicks the ass of every other summer I've had in college. I just wish I could of ended it with a bigger hoopla. I mean it's Friday night of the last weekend of summer and I'm writing in my livejournal at 11:30 at night, after spending the better part of my night reading books and watching the Olympics alone in my room.
Sad really.
I am taking things entirely to personally lately. I need to just chill and stop being so paranoid. I'm fine.
I want my old friends back. Maybe I just need to be back with people who get me. All both of those people. Oh, dear, I need more friends. Or just stop pushing away (slash dating) anyone who wants the job.
Anyway here is to my final year at MSU, oh god, I will need all the luck you can wish me.