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Hello Mr Journal.
Having a very bad couple of days. I guess you could say that I have started my livejournal again because I needed some sort of therapy - something to talk to.
Things have become a little distorted and need putting into perspective. I do not know what I want to do - I have no plan - no ambitions - I'm just plodding along and getting on with it. I guess that we all reach these cross roads - we move along and then we stop, look back and analyse whats been happening. Maybe I need to be constantly analysing - I guess thats why Live journal is a good thing.
I sent off my showreel and work to a film director. He completely blasted it - told me what I should be doing - what I shouldn't be doing - where I am heading - what was wrong - what was wrong some more - and then placed a large cherry on top of my head and ate me up for tea! I saw it as being very nasty, but I guess I should try and accept it and take on his words. But is he right - other people tell me different things - he told it differently - who is right?
I need to job hunt more. I don't do it really. I'm going to be one of those guys who kisses his wife good bye as he goes to work, sits on a park bench all day with shredded newspaper in his breifcase.
Having a very bad couple of days. I guess you could say that I have started my livejournal again because I needed some sort of therapy - something to talk to.
Things have become a little distorted and need putting into perspective. I do not know what I want to do - I have no plan - no ambitions - I'm just plodding along and getting on with it. I guess that we all reach these cross roads - we move along and then we stop, look back and analyse whats been happening. Maybe I need to be constantly analysing - I guess thats why Live journal is a good thing.
I sent off my showreel and work to a film director. He completely blasted it - told me what I should be doing - what I shouldn't be doing - where I am heading - what was wrong - what was wrong some more - and then placed a large cherry on top of my head and ate me up for tea! I saw it as being very nasty, but I guess I should try and accept it and take on his words. But is he right - other people tell me different things - he told it differently - who is right?
I need to job hunt more. I don't do it really. I'm going to be one of those guys who kisses his wife good bye as he goes to work, sits on a park bench all day with shredded newspaper in his breifcase.