Nov 28, 2005 11:53
I am feeling rather excited today - things are turning around for me and its the first time in a while that I am starting to become calm and complacent. I couldn't half murder going for a pint however with a friend of some description - I need to start meeting with people. Problem with me is that I dont like people getting too close to me. Not sure why - its a little weird. I have always been happiest just being me and getting on with things that I want to do - and not thinking about anyone else - although this eventually begins to make be sad and depressed and you start to crave more attention - you can never win.
My tutor Vin Arthey sent me an email saying URGENT - please contact me on my mobile. I did so and he wants me to meet him today at 4pm but would not say what it was regarding. Things have been going around my brin at what it could be:
a job?
they have decided to give me a 2:1?
he loves me and wants to marry me?
he loves my mum and wants to marry her?
he wants me to marry one of his daughters?
he wants to kill me and film it happening for a new documentary on death? (for religious television)
It kept me up all night thinking about this. I guess I'll find out at 4pm.